elaine;

it's been a long time, yeah.

2007-04-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time.

i guess hardly anyone frequents this site anymore?

i kinda feel guilty for this no matter how or what, is my very first blog. heh'.

anyway, i will still maintain this account for i don't know what.

well, i've made a switch, and am hooked to blogging in chinese.

so, www.wretch.cc/blog/elainethorpe

those who harbour ill intentions and have nothing better to do, i suggest you exit this page now.

no need for hyperlinking.

- elainethorpe . 2oo7

with love.

2007-04-06T03:35:00.000+08:00

i guess i shall summarize my thoughts for once. short one though.

i love he who sees of my irritatance as cute, stand my sarcasms interpreting them as words of goodwill, squabbles with yet ever the one to first give way to me, and vice-versa would i do so.

such are the criteria. haha.

these are not for any souls to understand.

i'm oneSixSe7en, he's oneEighteigHt.

=)

lovely taiwan. =)

2007-03-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

I LOVE TAIWAN!

hahas.

taiwan...

2007-03-05T01:52:00.000+08:00

remember i mentioned i'm addicted to blogging in chinese lately?

yes, i've just updated my chinese blog.

am lazy or rather reluctant to blog again in english about my feelings for this coming trip.

to those who know my chinese blog, do refer if you want to know.

else, yes, i'm forever that contradict.

you know, things often have both sides.

so all i can do now is to anticipate all the good stuffs.

so long. =)

counting down!

2007-03-02T03:11:00.000+08:00

daddy's birthday.

see, i'm so filial. i purposely set my departure date on march 5th so as to stay back in town for daddy's birthday. haha.

whatever. lol.

hmm.

counting down!

it's like.. 3 days more to taiwan?

whahahahaha!

it says, "do as you planned."

may luck shine on me! =)

winners'o7!

2007-02-27T01:31:00.000+08:00

carling cup final 2007

chelsea vs arsenal

2 - 1

WHEE!

stand up, for the champions, the champions!

it isn't tough at all actually to make the first move.

lost touch.

2007-02-23T04:44:00.001+08:00

sigh.

i've lost touch with html...

tried to put a song onto my blog earlier on. and shyt came out. i mean, i guess, it's because of the restrictions put up against webhosting sites on mp3.

yea. not really my problem. lols.

any, it's like 10 more days to taiwan. gambate!

我只想再哭一下下 ,
把记忆彻底地分化 ,
等哭完我就会回家 ,
眼泪我会替自己擦 .

我只想再哭一下下 ,
假如你不反对的话 ,
以后我不会再牵挂 ,
可知我有多努力啊 .
只有这办法才不再想他...

happy valentines?

2007-02-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

happy valentines?

i don't understand.

everyday is valentine so long as you're with the right one.

why bother spending a bomb on the atmosphere when in some worse case scenarios, the feel isn't right.

whatever.

happy valentines everyone. =)

freak the uncertainties of life.

2007-02-12T03:55:00.000+08:00

yes, the topic for today is again, the uncertainties of life.

somewhat, somehow.

addicted.

2007-02-09T03:04:00.000+08:00

lately i'm addicted to blogging in chinese! hahas.

somehow, it might be because i know of more "descriptive" terms in chinese than my PRIMARY 2 STANDARD ENGLISH...

lols!

問一問自己"我真正要的是什麼."

2007-02-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

人生變化不定你心心要有堅定信仰如同盤石無論外界如何移動你仍可得力於安穩的心不要勞碌追求富裕與美名因為那將轉眼成空孩子不要追求別人的肯定要審查自己並肯定自己你就會覺得快樂並富足

常常回到自己內心問一問自己"我真正要的是什麼" 享受它並滿足它這個它大部分的人因該是 “完完全全的愛永永遠遠的愛” 哪裡找呢不在愛人的言語中不在朋友的稱讚裡更不在粉絲的歡呼中回到自己的心它在哪裡呼喚你

ps:＂绿色的字体若有发现错别字，请别怪我。也绝对不用像我擦寻。因为我是从小综哪儿“偷”来的。＝Ｐ

嗯，小综的老师说的没错！我也常常告诉我身边的朋友，尤其现在是我妹妹。找个时间，没有人的地方，问问自己心灵深处，“自己真正要的是什么”并从那方面着手。不要和别人比较。不要找任何理由。大家对你的称赞或许只有在那一瞬间。相信自己，知道自己，才是最重要。

人生短短几十年，好比一场梦。

做尽自己想做的事，完成自己追求的梦。让自己开开心心的同时，也请别忘了带给身旁的人快乐。你或许不知道你偶尔的微不足道，很可能成为另一个人的推动力。

大家一起加油吧！

god, pls do bless!

2007-02-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

now we learn about the uncertainties of life.

anyway, i sincerely pray to god that my dear friend would be able to tide this.

it wouldn't be so nice of you (god) to take away something from someone just like that.

hmmmm.

2007-02-04T03:16:00.000+08:00

to me it's...

quality over quantity.

i guess i've never regretted any decisions of mine deep down though at times when i just feel like seeking that little bit of attention, i whine.

it'd really be silly if guys take me for an easy catch. (i'm not as simple as i may appear to be.)

concepts, thinkings, beliefs, it all lies down to one.

somehow, "it's not that i don't want. i simply cannot be bothered to."

i have that freak attitude of heckcareness, yes.

which started ever since i believed that human exist not to and must not live just for the sake of another.

call me heartless, cold-blooded, selfish, whatever, but the last thing i'll ever do (perhaps logically thinking, cause i don't know how my body will react when any touchwood situations arise.) is to say, "i'll give up my life for the sake of my loved one."

hmm, why am i dragging on to this? hahas.

i only know, i've found what i've wanted.

gotten a chance to pursue it.

and i'll simply go for it.

no time wasted, no chances blown.

kudos to me!

i'm that unique. i'm that lucky. i'm so blessed.

rain, pain.

2007-02-02T04:26:00.000+08:00

not a RAIN fan, but i love this song. =)

shrugs. my wisdom tooth is here... =.=

another start.

2007-02-01T02:27:00.000+08:00

1st feb 2007, another start.

well, is someone up to something funny again?

i've sensed so. don't deny.

loss for words.

2007-01-29T03:49:00.000+08:00

i'm at a serious loss for words.

don't ask me why.

because, i don't know the reason too.

man proposes, heaven disposes.

2007-01-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

so many things have happened right "behind" my eyes.

for example, while i was still watching television in the living room last night as mentioned by my sister, an accident took place in taichung.

and why do i mention that? because that involved a celebrity - xu wei lun.

i'm rather surprised that i'd actually be so interested to know if she've pulled through. although i know shyt about comatose, i guess from what i saw on television, stage 3 is damn serious.

sigh.

老大's 麻吉 ya, so, bless her.

again, as the saying goes, 人算不如天算。 man proposes, heaven disposes.

you'll never know what will happen to you or anyone else the very next moment.

in anycase, i'm feeling damn screwed now.

screw those few days of every month.

like wtf.

kids. ya.. kids.

2007-01-25T14:18:00.000+08:00

i have something to share!

1 child spells --- cute, adorable, GREAT FUN!

too many children spells --- disaster, headaches, just SCREW THEM!

lols.

seriously, i feel that kids of my time were so much better.

perhaps we had lesser exposures to certain stuffs and thus we're so much more well behaved.

sigh.

kids...

definitions?

2007-01-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

those dreams filled with fantasies are the very moments we both shared.
in there i know you truly cared.
a world of mind constructed virtual reality, a love with sincerity.
the feelings oh so true, it removed my monday blues, sticking me on to you like glue.
i understand life's like this, as it all started with a kiss.
so when it's time for you to be there, a place we both belong, somewhere, i'll never go elsewhere.

dreams are my reality.

and like what shakespeare say, "to be or not to be. that is the question."

so, practically, everything is up to our say.

i, myself, serves as the best definition.

agree?

you ought to.

changes.

2007-01-23T01:46:00.000+08:00

my dress sense have been gradually changing.

and that is one of the reasons why i dread going out; even to work.

i need a wardrobe revamption!

but not now.

it is after taiwan!

gosh.

i can't wait!

for the first time, i supported arsenal. haa!

2007-01-22T03:11:00.000+08:00

默默在你的身后守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见

scorpions are attracted to geminians as like geminians are to scorpions.

hahas.

i don't know how to phrase this, but somehow, i just get that special feeling when i meet a geminian. although not all, okay, rule the under-rated ones out alright? and when that happens, i try very hard to tell myself, "listen to your heart just this once!"

anyway, arsenal sent manchester united weeping after a 2-1 come back in the second half.

just as daddy was gloating over the 1-0 lead manchester united had in the first half, i was calm and uber sure that when robin van persie comes on in the later half, he would do something to make "that" difference, in which he did! he's the man! heh'.

optionless chelsea; so tell me.

2007-01-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

we were left with no options due to the freaking many unforseen circumstances.

with no central defenders playing central defence, not forgetting the return of the first choice goal keeper who seriously lacks match practices, plus the lack of experienced players due to injuries, suspensions, tell me, how are we to triumph over liverpool?

anyway, i shall prevail like ever. we are the champs!

so, i totally cherish weekends now. yeah. everyone who works cherishes weekends don't they? but i spend my weekend in yet another different way unlike the typical masses.

i rot at home. haha.

people, try getting me out and do "nothing" on a weekend. my response will be the same. it's either, "nah. i rather stay home and rot." or, "i'm going to my cousin's place."

somehow, i think that weekends should be the moment you relax and indulge in peace and quiet. NOT going out and squeeze amongst the crowds on the busy streets and getting yourself feel so screwed.

see, you're squeezing your way through to work every weekday already, aren't you? why go through the same old stuffs on days when you need not REPORT to work?

most of the people spend very little time at home. and i think that's very unwanted. having all the space to yourself, doing everything you enjoy doing. the second heaven.

you can find me boiling a big pot of soup and drink it the whole day, or even if i am hardworking enough to actually walk to compass point and get myself kfc, you'll probably see me sitting in the living room for at least 1 hour, downing those chicken. and i really bite till you see the bones. hahas.

home is to express, not impress.

that's why i love being at home. i need not care about my image, my sitting posture, how i do this, how i do that, when to do this, when to do that.

maybe, you can name me a professional slacker. heh'.

by the way, i will be blogging about "WHY SMSes SUCK". stay tuned.

it's up to you to agree or not. i don't care, cause that's just my point of view.

the very uniquely elainthorpe aka superwoman.o8`

53 days more to TAIWAN!

dreams = reality.

2007-01-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

"dreams are my reality."

time and tide awaits no men.

2007-01-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

the time is ticking. i will not say that time is ticking away faster than ever because it never do! it is us, probably big-time procastinators who will feel that way.

to those who make full use of their time each day, 3 claps for yourselves please. you really deserve that.

but wait, if you could do that, i'd love to think twice if i should stay away from such a freak. heh'.

anyway, just as i was informed via email yesterday that the taiwan tuition industry are more caucasian prone, i saw a couple other advertorials looking for CBCs - chinese/china (whatever) born chinese. i'm so glad.

plus, i'm both thrilled and yet a little disappointed to know that people like cousie esta and mandy exist. that makes me so not special anymore. i always thought i was reckoned as someone who couldn't give a freak about anything. i can simply just throw everything behind me just as to pursue my dreams. but glad that at least there are people out there willing to go through this path with me.

still, i must emphasize that the presence of both of them really do make me not special, but i'm still UNIQUE! haha.

i need money! i need a job (in taiwan)!

oh well, predictions on horoscope today. it is said that love will blossom for scorpions tomorrow, 17th Jan 2007. and that the other party has already been by your side some time back.

i can't say that it is totally not true, but i guess i'll just rot my day at home still. considering the fact that i'll have to spend 3-4hours of my time travelling through and fro work starting this thursday.

and everyone knows how much a rotter i am. i love my bed more than anything else; in comparison with furnitures of course.

i love ah mer! hahas.

sis and i made some videos of ah mer singing with special guest appearances by ah fer, ah ther, ah mai. shall upload them in youtube should we feel like hitting it big. lol.

i love my 老大 most larh okay! haha.

that 2hr 15mins journey. sigh.

2007-01-15T19:11:00.000+08:00

i took 2hrs and 15mins to reach hougang central from clementi because i wanted to "test water".

sigh.

throughout the journey, i repeatedly reprimanded myself for not taking the train back.

argh.

not only did i pass by uber cramped places like little india, i actually choose to take 147 instead of 165 which i suppose will be faster because of the expressway towards ang mo kio.

plus, now i really know why i don't like lower secondary students.

why can't they behave themselves; project themselves in a clean, neat and tidy image? why must they always be running around the school fields and SWEAT like shyt? plus, talking big in public areas. in this case, public transport.

hooligan kid 1: "wah, you really smoke ar? what brand of cig. you smoke? i know marlboro menthol light not nice leh.."

hooligan kid 2: "i smoke all kinds larhs, except all the lights."

hooligan kid 1: "really anot? then you 1 week smoke 2 packets ar?"

hooligan kid 2: "nolarh, siao! 1 month 1 stick only."

hooligan kid 1: "blur....?"

hooligan kid 2: "haha. kidding larh. i 1 month smoke 1 or 2 packet lidar only larh."

etc, etc.

for your information, i would gladly wish to let everyone know that the above two kids come from XINMIN SECONDARY. i hope that the school would be able to do something to this should they catch their students smoking red-handed.

of which, i believe it is a problem all schools face. we, should do our part and bring on this emphasis. people, STOP smoking!

after alighting at hougang central, i bought myself a packet of guava. just so that i would have a gold coin for my ntuc trolley. i know it sounds abit stupid, but hey! i just felt like eating guava as well.

went grocery shopping. bought prawns, vegetables and blah. i cooked dinner today! yeah!

whatever. i know you people are not interested with what i cook but yes, i cooked!

i got a job offer in taiwan. but it is to teach at CHIAYI. which is like 4-5hours journey from where i intend to reside at. so, i have got no choice but to reject the offer and get the respective person in charge to get me more offers at probably taipei city.

the basic salary is NT$45,000 - S$2,250. (per month) can you imagine?

high paying jobs, low living expenses. and i wouldn't mind being a little extravagant to live in that so called "star-studded" area should i be able to fetch S$3,000 a month, which is very possible.

you rent very beautifully renovated houses, so conveniently located next to night bizarre markets, 7-11s, mrts, etc.

i'm loving taiwan each day!

but again, i wasted 1hr 30mins of my time today, because if i were to take the train instead, i'd be home in probably 45mins. argh!

台北市信義區

2007-01-13T03:35:00.000+08:00

i've sort of decided on where to stay at in taiwan already. hahas.

台北市信義區

yup yup!

with lots of help coming from my taiwanese friend, and the freaking "usefulness" of the internet, i'm moving closer and closer towards taiwan each day.

by the way, chelsea sent wigan weeping with a 4-0 victory! woots!

the champions are back!

robben is back, terry and cech are on their way back，no more hilarious goal-keeping, no more mistakes by multi-positional midfield fullback, no more loss!

ole, ole ole ole, we are the champs, we are the champs!

wheee*

back to school.

2007-01-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

back to school!

with a different perspective though.

now i command!

heh'.

but the journey's gonna be hell. sengkang to bukit timah?

nevermind. i am superwoman. i shall persevere!

all for the sake of a better tomorrow, better taiwan.

for you, for me, for us.

love is in the air*

- sense it; embrace it! =)

i love you.!

2007-01-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?

*taiwan.

lols. (kidding, and maybe not. hahas.)

whatever larhs kk!

ps* i love you! =P

shakespeare says... hahas.

2007-01-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

my life is getting ridiculously fun.

it just gets better each day.

like that very nice song - my way.

"nothing can stop me now, no matter what they say."

Shakespeare says:

"to be or not to be. that is the question."

大头老大！<3

2007-01-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

老大，

我爱你！

ps*尤其是你的大头！

hahas.

nearer, closer!

2007-01-08T04:17:00.000+08:00

i...

anyway, i just want to say...

i'm a step closer, and so much nearer!

i made the right choice.

i made the correct move.

it was so wise.

when all that you thought of to be possible sounded impossible, you jump about knowing that it is all along possible.

don't get it? forget it.

that's for me and my 老大 to know. heh'.

actions, pictures, words - silence.

2007-01-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

if action speaks louder words;

if pictures could tell a thousand tales;

you are great at conserving your thoughts.

it started with a kiss.!

2007-01-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

love has got no definition.

whatever.

it started with a kiss.......! =)

lexus, chelsea, mdis.

2007-01-03T03:01:00.000+08:00

The 2007 Lexus RX 400h is a 4-door, 5-passenger luxury sport-utility, available in two trims, the Front Wheel Drive and the All Wheel Drive. Upon introduction, the Front Wheel Drive is equipped with a standard 3.3-liter, V6, 268-horsepower, hybrid engine that achieves 32-mpg in the city and 27-mpg on the highway. The All Wheel Drive is equipped with a standard 3.3-liter, V6, 268-horsepower, hybrid engine that achieves 31-mpg in the city and 27-mpg on the highway. A variable speed automatic transmission with overdrive is standard on both trims. The 2007 Lexus RX 400h is a carryover from 2006.

my dream car. gosh.!

anyway, approximately 45minutes before chelsea vs aston villa. bless the champions!

and yes, 6hours more before i reach school with my presentation. craps.

it's time to get ready for everything!

the battle begins.

holidays?

2007-01-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

how was the long break?

i bet it perked everyone with hopes, dreams, such and such.

quite sad to say it only got me sinking into my dreamland even more. i was so tired.

people, believe in what you see and hear, but do not take them for facts or rather, do not take things for granted. there is definitely more that meets the eyes.

"got anot?"
"never"
"really anot?"
"yayaya!"

in actual facts, got.

i don't know what i'm crapping about, but, hahas, the morale of the story, "do not take things for granted."

and i believe, i believe, i believe.

dreaming will someday get me somewhere.

i know god dotes on me. i know my faith is so ever strong. i believe in fate. and i believe that fate lies in our own hands.

i shall create my own fate, filled with fantasy and love, people next to me so green with envy, all these with my stronger than ever faith and that little affection from god which he provides everyone with.

i believe...

2007-01-01T03:15:00.000+08:00

"i believe..."

yes, i do believe. and i still believe.

impossible is nothing @ elainethorpe.com

well, i've experimented it and i know it works.

believe it or not, i believe so.

and yes, the start of a new year, the end of a career. hahas.

wait, no. i'm getting out of my passion, interest for the moment.

like as what da mao once said, "you want money or you want passion for job?"

i told him passion then. but for now, before i set off free, it's money i want.

i told ling, "everything and anything that would mean the end of my freedom or would spell restriction to me will have to wait till i come back from taiwan."

and that will mean my selfishness towards my friends and especially my family.

i see myself 1/3, or perhaps luckily, 1/4 through my whole lifetime available on earth.

i wouldn't want to miss out anything and life the rest of it with regrets.

i might be crazy, i might be mad.

whatever you call or name me, i only know i want to be mrs cheng! hahahahas.

do i have to start reminding everyone again?

- impossibleisnothing@elainethorpe.com -

whatsmore, elainethorpe is superwoman.o8!

wheeeeeee*

evaluating 2006, forecasting 2007.

2006-12-31T06:10:00.000+08:00

so, it's the time of the year once again. the time whereby all of us i suppose would have had wished it come as soon as possible as and whenever we felt tired on our paths. still, it is a fact now that it's here, i would not wish to say goodbye still.

in life, the many ups and downs we go through, the laughters and tears, the joy and sorrows, the peace and quiet, the war and violence, well, they are all up to us to decide which we would want. but i still must emphasize, as human beings, i believe we would only learn our lessons should we encounter some really bad experiences. else we'd get so proud of ourselves, lift our head so high up into the sky, like asif no one else could get anywhere near there.

anyway, i doubt i'd be as wordy as before, listing out my new year resolutions. they seem quite redundant, don't they? who really sticks to it and carry those ideas out? well, we're so bounded by the many sudden inserts to our lifes that led us further from living life in a routine.

2006 i would say that it wasn't an extremely nice year for me, but i will and am satisfied to have survived through the coming 2007. i would say that in terms of socializing, i have matured. i no longer look at things that simply, with the voice in my head saying "human are kind in nature". NO! whack that. i still believe in that saying, but i wouldn't allow that to affect my judgement of people, stuffs, in all areas concerning me.

old friends have moved on, new friends found. i'm in fact already very thankful that i still have got some pals whom keep frequent contact with me despite all our busy schedules. also very thankful that i have made new friends whom are helping me in my growth, and yes, i love all of you. also glad that the relationship we cousins share are like forever on the rise? yes, better and betterer. my sis? we have found a correct way of communication. yeah.

i know i will fair better in 2007. that is such an assurance.

before i leave this, i wish everyone a great end to 2006, and a warm welcome on the arrival of 2007! lucks!

and for all i know, this world have decided not to bring saddam hussien into the upcoming 2007. i don't know why, but when i heard news of his execution, i felt a pinch in my heart. no human however bad deserves death? i wonder.

taiwan quake.

2006-12-30T10:24:00.000+08:00

well, taiwan quake. gosh, my internet connection sacrificed a great deal!

anyway, dblO was alright, but music sucked. typical roy kinda music. brrh.

caught no wink last night, and here i am about to go out yet again.!!!

freaky game!

2006-12-27T06:44:00.000+08:00

chelsea vs reading.

REAL FANS UNDERSTAND.

- wasn't that freaky?

oh, by the way. apart from me liking guys with long faces (according to what ling observed through all my "selected" idols), i seem to have added in another unknown criteria to all and even myself. since years back.

they all have articulation problems! lols.

zaizai... edison... mingdao... wu chun... zheng yuan chang...

by far, mingdao is one of the better ones already. hahas.

probably wu chun would not face that problem if he's able to speak english, hokkien or whatever other than mandarin.

edison, he'd prefer english?

zaizai is already confirm plus chop plus guarantee!

zheng yuan chang has a slight problem, but he sounds cute larh. haha.

whatever.

i'm gonna carry on watching his videos on youtube! wheeee*

merry xmas!

2006-12-25T02:29:00.000+08:00

xmas party was fun! =)

crazy crazy mad mad day @ orchard.

2006-12-24T06:02:00.000+08:00

well, festive season's round the corner.

so glad my health is slowly nursing its way back to normal, despite my irregular hours of sleep still.

can anyone lead me out of insomnia?

anyway, was out today. supposed to meet up at 11am yet erm, okay, used to the way things are... thus... everything was postponed till 4pm? hahas!

quite lazy to blog out the nonsenses, so... pictures shall tell the story. =)

we were really out of our minds with all the stupid poses. heh'.

the NEXT hilarious thing. i was feeling damn sianz while waiting for jing to buy her one day concession ticket at the DAMN CROWDED mrt station, thus i started begging for money from da mao with my santa hat. instead, he JOINED in. lols.

oh, before i end this, CHELSEA WON YET AGAIN! hahas.

dad was YET AGAIN gloating over the 2-2 draw for i was so certain of chelsea's victory after scoring 2-0 against wigan in the first half.

no idiot would have predicted that heskey would deal chelsea with 2 more goals and brought the match to a draw-draw thingy.

still, i kept my faith. i kept assuring my sis who was then screaming and making noise that chelsea is going to lose. i told her this...

"ai zai, chelsea hor, always like to last minute "treat" their opponent with one solid goal before ending their draw-draw situation eh... lac.."

and seriously, this time round, arjen robben did it beautifully! wheeee*

to the REDS, beware of the BLUES! heh'.

oh oh, i got my jerseys already. whahahaha!

the EYE,

2006-12-22T03:55:00.000+08:00

beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

beauty begins with the eyes.

true? oh yea.

moving on.

2006-12-21T10:26:00.000+08:00

i've decided to move on, though certain hard facts would stay with me on my new path.

it's just worthless to cling onto something which by far, would mean nothing at all.

it was all so wonderful, beautiful.

whatever it is, i care no more. off i go.

wish me luck.

urmmm.

2006-12-21T04:26:00.000+08:00

summary - sick, busy, urm...

认真的男人好帅!!! =)

they are my superman(s). hehehe.

argh. time for rest. duh.

manchester united BOO!

2006-12-18T05:42:00.000+08:00

i swear i wasn't planning to come in at a time like this to gloat over manchester united's downfall which, earlier on, i had predicted. or rather, seen it coming.

manchester united's match against westham united was said to be an aggressive one. yeah, we all know that team is filled with aggressive and hmm, robust personnels. i cannot name any "mild" players in that team though. rather, over at chelsea, i find robben and shevchenko to be rather mild. hahas.

anyway, westham was seen as the attackers rather than the defenders. the number of successful crosses were far more than those manchester united succeeded in delivering. also, when i was hoping for chelsea's triumph over everton earlier on, i was planning to witness westham take away manchester united's 3 points which, they DID! =D

well well, so glad that the point difference between chelsea and manchester united is now narrowed to 2 points. and to think that my dad was so proud of his team and kept making noises about the 9 point gap. which i replied him saying that, "chelsea ai zai one. you think what. 9 points, come on larh, (at that point of time) chelsea's 2 matches behind can?!"

and yes, they narrowed the gap as i expected! and even narrower. remember, chelsea was 3 points behind manchester united. now, it's 2! wheeee*

wait, back to the main issue. i was here to edit my templates. in fact, to edit esta's blog link. hahahas!

so i just thought, i should post the result of manchester united and westham united earlier on.

manchester united vs WESTHAM UNITED
0 1

chelsea vs everton = 3 - 2!

2006-12-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

wheeeee*

i wonder who were the ones gloating over everton's penalty against chelsea.

again, i had faith for chelsea.

lampard, ballack and drogba did not disappoint me!

3 - 2!

"woohooo!" they went.

off for events tomorrow.

anyone free and would love to visit me, please do contact me. hahas.

off now, to "gloat" over manchester united's probable demise. whahaha.

if you're a chelsea fan, you'd hope to see manchester united in trouble. don't you?

it's just like my manchester united fan dad. he's always hoping to see chelsea in the drains.

how irritating.

so long as matters like such are concerned, i think i'm a much fairer judge.

ESSENTIAL spa.. haha.

2006-12-16T09:21:00.000+08:00

guess where i went yesterday?

i went for spa treatment! woots!

full body massage - balinese style.

shiok is the word.

the pressure applied cannot be described by words alone.

i'm loving it.

now, i'm yearning for taiwan's warm springs. hehe.

march, march, march! =)

inspired to look EVEN more like hebe. lols.

2006-12-15T07:00:00.000+08:00

was browsing through who'sgoing and saw this guy's profile. omg! he look like a bunch of celebrities larhs.

he's one ego machine i suppose.

anyway, he has somehow inspired me.

yes, yes.

shall work towards the new inspiration. whahahaha!

when it's successful, i believe it will come to light itself.

wheeeeee*

clubbbinggg.

2006-12-14T05:18:00.000+08:00

MOS...

... DBL O...

... ... ... ... GEYLANG - YOU TIAO DA WANG...

HOME......

yeah. that sums up my day.

lols.

slight extravagance.

2006-12-13T05:13:00.000+08:00

just flipped through my stuffs and found out that i actually have got lotsa junk! heh'.

whatever, i don't care.

anyway, my resolutions for 2007 have to come a little earlier than usual because i have lotsa planning to do.

trip to taiwan - 2 months.

i guess i have to take on a number of part-time assignments of which would not affect my studies and blah (my way of life.) in order to get over to taiwan, and live life with slight extravagance. lols.

next - hongkong - ???

i see myself not belonging to singapore for 2007? lols.

life is so full of unpredictabilities and yes, i've decided to shun all regularities. meaning, i don't want to lead live as like everyone else. i want a world of my own!

why must the first day of the week be a monday? i would want mine to be Wednesday. don't ask my why because i just feel like starting it on a day everyone agrees and knows of it as a mid-day.

if no one knows about this, i'll tell you people. i am a symmetrical person. even when playing the sims, i build symmetrical houses. and most often my contradictions for liking the number 8, but yet would prefer 7. i would always love a certain something in the middle to stand out.

too, i read about myself again when flipping through my old stuffs. it was a DISC personality test taken back then when i was in secondary school.

i'm the Assessor. another very famous Assessor is - BILL GATES!

wheeeee*

lols.

anyway, operations will start later? clubs and pubs. woohoo. (not like i'm very interested, but i don't shun them. hehe.) these sorta things depends alot on one's mood. right?

people, ask yourself the following...
"for what purpose should one cultivate wisdom?"

with that, i'm done.

sian-ed...

2006-12-12T09:41:00.000+08:00

been urm.. (i too don't know what the hell i've been doing! lols.)

anyway, i don't understand why some people simply love changing their blog's url so as and when. i know cyberspace is like unlimited larhs. but please do not take advantage of it like that? hahas.

well well, let's countdown to the number of days before i leave for taiwan.

hmm. where to get that download counter, i wonder.

memory lost. arghs.

and yarh, 4 days more before deadline of gp. OOOOOOOH; SHYT!

happy birthday jarrett! TAIWAN, here i come! xD

2006-12-10T04:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday first to my dear jarrett crab! =)

next, i want to shout it out loud!

TAIWAN, HERE I COME!

wheeee*

flighs confirmed. hohoho.

5th March 2007 - 28th April 2007.

yeahhh!

MAGIC fun.. AT LAST.. for like more than a decade?

2006-12-08T00:36:00.000+08:00

as usual, the guys don't usually like to teach girls how to play MAGIC!

but i managed to bug cousies today to teach me. in return, aiding them in expanding their MAGIC clan. hahas.

it was rather complicated at first, but i believe that i have great potential in it. (hahahahahahas.)

now, it's FUN! hahas.

and i'm so glad that weekend's round the corner!

marcus on holiday.
benny waiting for school to start.
roy waiting for holiday. (which is soon.)
darren on holiday.
shaun on holiday.
bryan on holiday.
esta (rotting?) lols.

see! magic, magic, magic! wheee*

now, when i sit down and reflect on my past weeks activities, i realise that i've actually been spending more time outside.

can't believe that i've actually stoned at home for like a few months straight a few months back.

though there's like fun and activities, but i don't think i'm ready for even more extreme outings.

reason because, i still cannot cope with all the coming activities after not being active for like so long. hahas.

deep down, it's quite tiring. hahas.

oh, TAIWAN in march. anyone?

i don't understand it.

2006-12-05T17:42:00.000+08:00

when that sudden emotional rush comes into you, or rather, emerges out from your body, fluids, whatever, you seem to lose hold of yourself?

is it wrong to believe that human are kind in nature?

is it wrong to share?

is it only right to fight for what you want?

isn't it facts that others are saying stuffs like, "if you want others to respect you, first respect them."

so, does it apply to, "if you want others to think for you, first think for them."

i'm doing so, but my application failed?

it's more than hurt. the feeling of being stranded without any rhyme or reasons.

just when you thought all was well, hurt is on its way.

the story of tom n jerry.

"tom was wondering what to have for lunch just when jerry flashed pass his mind. he bought a slice of cheese, intending to share it with jerry, despite the fact that cheese is definitely not his first choice of food.

yet, the moment jerry saw the packet of cheese, he appeared to be sharing it willingly and tom was happy with the thought of jerry being appreciative. tom only wanted everyone to be happy, and have fun.

as jerry got more fond of the cheese, jerry decided that tom shall not get another bite of it. jerry hid the cheese rather discreetly and tom knowing that jerry was up to something, decided to keep mum.

this will stay the same, only unless jerry does something even worse next. chapter 2..."

moral: the crucial matter here is between tom and jerry. not that slice of cheese.

i'm now left stranded, though appearing not to be. perhaps, being boring is just a habit.

maybe nua-ing is an excuse for me to stone and not be alone.

i can't see what's in the future for me.

will you be there for me?

handy-woman.

2006-12-05T06:23:00.000+08:00

now i know why people like me never cease to exist - i come in too handy.

found, lost, released.

2006-12-04T17:14:00.000+08:00

found, lost, released.

muahahahahahahaha.

hmc sucks.

2006-12-02T05:19:00.000+08:00

slacked with my "lovely" jing yesterday.

from home on the phone (rhymes uh? lols), till dinner at kfc.

shopping for liquor and blah at cold storage.

i don't know if it's my bloody mindset or what that have gone wrong, but, i keep feeling that the packet of konyaku ling bought from mustafa reeks of jasmine scent. like so typical indian oil used to apply on their hair? having it with konyaku is alittle puky in a sense..?

anyway, i'm trying to compile my last minute notes for hmc only now. and bullshit!

that "NOTEbook" is almost redundant! so full of blanks! BULLSHITTTTT!

i even had to source for answers through the internet. how GREAT mdis is when printing those lecture notes for us.

fuck this module. i hate it.

bahhhhhhs.

biz outing.

2006-12-01T02:21:00.000+08:00

big boyz toyz - poor response; nice cars though.

sitex - MESSY!

john little mega sale - NOTHING to buy.

bahhs.

gastrics acting up i suppose. i cannot imagine that tiny amount of food i have each day. and that i'm not making any noise about being hungry or blah. omg.

well, shall start studying tomorrow.

nobody can disturb me!!!

lols.

casino royale suck?

2006-11-30T03:57:00.000+08:00

casino royale, undeniably, funny..

to me, it suck. hell goddam BORING story line.

whack the bullshit out of me!

i'll make my way to the cinemas again for A Battle of Wits.

HMC on sat. argggh! i have to get my engine started.

hahas.

daddy don't seem very pleased for not seeing me at home since my sister left for china. lols. each and everytime he calls me, and i tell him where i'm at, he'll say: "watch movie again?!".

come'on, i want to make up for that minimal amount of movies i watched in 2005. people, it's TWO!

- JUST LIKE HEAVEN, - BUG ME NOT!

i can still remember their titles. omgomgomgomg!

anyway, went for the Lucido'l hair make-up today with ling at bugis. whee! i'm loving my curls. but too bad, they're sad to say, temporary. and i believe my half-laid down posture at the cinema earlier on flattened it all! but, there's always something called CAMERA. but too bad, i'm lazy to upload the pictures to my computer, let alone a webhost. whahahaha.

i guess i shall not being so active for sometime. it's fun to be out there, but when it comes to rest, i'll oblige my body.

somehow still not quite used to be so active. TWO movies in less than a week. eat and eat and eat and eat eating sessions. (of course, i'm not the one eating. lols.)

i don't know why, but i feel full the moment i think of food these few days. i feel that i'm about to fall sick soon. i need my gastric to open up again in order to savour all the goodies.

i survived on a bowl of prawn noodles today! though i could hear my stomach rumbling, i simply didn't feel like eating any stuff at all, and that is so not me.

whatever. i'm tired.

"微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别.

眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天.

靠的再近再贴少了拥抱就算太远.

全世界只对你有感觉."

mustafa, mustafa, mustafa, arghhhh!

2006-11-29T03:01:00.000+08:00

so sad, my "lovely" jing did not join us for supper. lols.

partly because supper became dinner. i somehow think da mao's boss got problem. hahas.

anyway, headed to chomp chomp for supper-dinner. basically, we fed da mao with lots of food. i don't understand why the thrill of ordering food is like great! hahas. you just don't feel like eating after ordering. quite weird, but true. also, miss chickie pox cannot eat much! hahas.

and as usual, went searching for mustafa centre. hahas. crazy man, we kept missing the turns and we anyhow bumped our way there. it was scary, but fun. there's lots of stuffs there to be bought! cheap too! but it's way too crowded.

shopped and shopped and shopped. my parent's seem to have telepathy with me all of a sudden. guess what, they rang me up at 12midnight and asked me to buy coffee powder and spirit home! i was like, did i even tell them i'm at mustafa? lols.

again, we headed for late night supper after our shopping trip. but, i did not eat at all. i didn't sleep well last night when i stayed over at ling's place, on her SOFT sofa of which she claims is HARD!

my shoulder are aching.

tell you people what, basically, i had nothing for the whole day before i went to chomp chomp. and over at chomp chomp, i took only bits and pieces of vegetables, stingray, omelette, yup. that bit. and i'm like uber full.

i guess it's my "you're-falling-sick" symptom acting up again. please, i cannot afford to be sick!

oh, before i end this, ling and i headed for hougang mall before da mao came and fetch us. guess what we did there?

we went to take LOVEGETYs! hahahahas!

crazy. something probably "kids-nowadays" would do only. just felt like doing so all of a sudden. hahas. shall post those pictures here somehow, when only i decide to install my scanner. hahahas.

okay, i missed my show! shall go now! argh......

rot, rotting, rotted.

2006-11-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

i rotted another day away at ling's place.

tired tired tired.

her sofa's too soft! and she claims it's hard!

guess i shall catch up with the programmes i missed yesterday, before getting myself ready for supper tonight! yea!

the same group of nonsensical people are going again. lols.

i needa re-install my gps. lol.

2006-11-27T03:03:00.000+08:00

seriously, i think i need to re-install my in-built gps (global positioning system). lols.

or that i should/ought to get out more often, rather than decide to rot my day away.

was out with 3 directionless people, normally we name them people without any sense of direction. hahahas.

but, i seem to have been either (1) influenced, or (2) rotted too long at home. hahas. they say: "物以类聚"

true true true. i specially dedicate the above to ms goh mengling. lols.

anyway, was out with ling (who "abandoned" us halfway. hahas), jing, and da mao (okay larh, ivan kk).

jing's lazy to blog, so i guess i shall fill in the blanks. since i'm wide awake, awaiting my next drama serial, after watching chelsea and man-u draw. whahahahahaha!

went for dim sum, and it was indeed a whole day of dim sum. lol.

to start the day off, da mao came to my place and fetched me around 2pm? then we headed off to fetch jing. this woman, couldn't even pick up my call despite my numerous tries earlier on, both da mao and i nearly decided that we shall go on our own.

BUT thanks to my great "love" for jing, i kept on calling her, sms-ing her, and got her up. hahahas.

off we went to jing's place, and waited for her to finish having her lunch. then she said, "jie jie want to go also."

but, that wasn't the case. ms chicky pox is supposed to be meeting her friend at ecp for a jog. but in anycase, she went along. hahas.

went to this rather ulu pandan place for dim sum which was nice, and there are lotsa comic/figurine shops around! SASUKE!!! hahas. but i got myself a mini gaara figurine because sasuke's figurine was OUT OF STOCK! argh.

then we sent ling to ecp, before heading to vivocity for a movie.

yet again, due to the over crowded crowds at vivocity, and the super duper late timings for Happy Feet, we forsaken the thought of watching a movie a place with the world's largest screen. lols.

off, to bishan junction 8.

had Ding Tai Fung/Feng (don't care.) for dinner. the reason was because both jing and i wanted to have Xiao Long Baos so badly, but the place we went to earlier on don't have it! so, hehe. dinner was yummy!

then, da mao sent us home.

okay, the funny part is this. i shan't elaborate because i don't know how to put them in words! lols.

i subtracted all sorts of nonsense we encountered for the whole day.

those are really nonsense. and perhaps, ling, jing and i really do encounter nonsense with the wang brothers. lols.

anyway, relieved but not very glad that chelsea managed to only draw with man-u. argh.

my dad was laughing at me, laughing at chelsea just after saha scored the first goal. but i kept the faith i had for chelsea. and true enough, lampard's corner + caravalho's header, WHEE!

i'm so tired.

life's quite boring with no one at home to quarrel with. hahahas.

oh, my sis left for china this morning with her school. guess what, she blessed me before she left. this is because, we both know my mum would now use a double combo against me. somebody save me! hahas.

because of that, i guess i will be uber free for the rest of the week. either that, or i shall rot till eternity in my room till i don't know when. hahas!

so tired. so so tired. so so so tired.

like at last, i'm not summarising my stuffs. so glad i'm not a no-lifer. hahas.

life's like this.

2006-11-26T13:40:00.000+08:00

i had a whole stomach of butterflies awaiting to blog.

but my juices cannot seem to generate them.

so, i shall emphasize on my summary of all times.

"life's really just like this."

stuffs tht kept me busy.

2006-11-24T04:38:00.000+08:00

these are the stuffs that have been keeping me "busy" or part of my daily activities...

- my bed.
- my sassy mother-in-law.
- ah wang's new tale.
- naruto.
- championship manager 2006.
- graduation project.
- 183 club; mingdao.
- fahrenheit; wuchun.
- chicken pox lady. (lols)
- art of media.

bah. lazy to go on anymore.

to all fellow monkeys, cheers! lols.

.....

2006-11-21T03:14:00.000+08:00

the future is bleak.

.B-E-L-I-E-V-E.

2006-11-20T01:55:00.000+08:00

"to believe in oneself is what matters most."

f***ing true!

how are you to believe in any soul if you cannot even believe you yourself?

no way are you going to make it big if you continue to have that sorta thinking dudes.

they say "wealth is an abundance."

i say "love is an abundance."

LOVE is EVERYWHERE!

okay larhs. hahas. because of my super nice lady boss from taiwan, as well as the rest of the co-workers, i have seen the very nice side of taiwan. erm, apart from those fighting scenes i see on tv, in that brown colour room. lols.

they may be loud, but it's just their way of expressing themselves. but, if you were to compare, they aren't as loud as my speed skating hero's countrymates. lols.

oh well, the food fair is doing me in.

shall plan and TRY to stick to a nice exercise routine after this, when i am free.

of course, my graduation project and preparations for my trips comes first! hehe.

oh, before i forget, i have two more papers coming up. which is like... sianz... =.="'

lols.

so damn tired.

ciaos.

expo asia food ' 06

2006-11-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

work at expo was fun. roadshows yet again. hahas.

but, the contradicting part is, i see the ugly side of singaporeans. and so much so hate the fact that i am one who isn't part of what one supposed to be. (if you get it, get it. if not, forget it.)

wangwang sheng's parents are like extremely nice and friendly. lols. this jing got it right. da mao n xiao mao are friendly as well. alongside the other typical taiwanese uncles and aunties. hahas.

lotsa customers mistaken me as a taiwanese. should i be happy or not??! LOLs.

anyway, ruth choy came to my stall today. hahas. she thought i was still in hihs. the reason - because i still look very young. hahas.

3 more days to go. whee! $$$

i love $$$.!

gotta go sleep already. so tired. =)

ling's chickiepox.

2006-11-17T04:12:00.001+08:00

my dearest friend contracted chickenpox.

hahas.

and i went over to her place today to fix her a "sumptuous" all pork feast.

why "sumptuous"? what can be so nice when you're restricted to so little food? hahas.

anyway, i've always been aware of a certain thing. that is, before you criticize others, think twice first about yourself.

well, bless my friend. may the ducks rescue her. hahas.

nbtd, art of media.

2006-11-15T02:14:00.000+08:00

today, i learnt "how to play pool". hahahas.

only till today do i realise that back then all my pool playing was like, playing for the sake of playing.

i agreed with whatever rules and regulations my friends decide on because i myself know nothing next to it! lols.

and i played through meer luck. luck to scrap through this time and win one game, but screw up like nothing the very next.

pool is not an easy game if you want it to become some sort of your profession.

i was only given a task of pocketing balls into one corner and wow, that gave me an achy arm and waist.

the rules and regulations and blah. difference between 8 ball and 9 ball. when and why you would definitely foul.

argh, i need to digest. lols.

before that, it's still time for naruto before i head for my warm, lovely, cosy bed! =)

schizophrenic.

2006-11-13T09:38:00.000+08:00

at times, i really find myself to suffer from schizophrenia.

thankfully, it's just the early stages.

hahas.

sigh.

whatever.

life's really just like this.

referee's joke.

2006-11-12T02:47:00.000+08:00

cannot think of what to blog about.

too many thoughts, too little time.

anyway, liverpool's match against arsenal was disappointing larhs.

if you cannot win, at least try to draw!

3-0! grgh.

anyway, the referee was funny. lols.

折磨

2006-11-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

看你哭着转身就走我却不知该说什么
是我害你一个人难过每次想到我就好心痛

为何命运如此捉弄爱在手中又逃走
想说爱你却开不了口在你面前我变得懦弱

到底怎么了请你告诉我让我相信
在我们的爱情一道墙矗立挥之不去
明明相爱却不能长久最后还是无法去承受

心若死了要怎么救想你恨你只更折磨
白天黑夜不停缠着我每次想到心就会喊痛

到底怎么了请你告诉我让我相信
在我们的爱情一道墙矗立挥之不去
明明相爱却不能长久最后还是无法去承受

do you want me? i need to know
can you feel it let it show
i can't hide it deep within myself
everytime i look at you i know

到底怎么了请你告诉我让我相信
在我们的爱情一道墙矗立挥之不去
明明相爱却不能长久最后还是无法去承受

到底怎么了请你告诉我让我相信(让我相信)
在我们的爱情一道墙矗立挥之不去(挥之不去)
明明相爱却不能长久(爱不能长久 oh~)
最后还是无法去承受(我无法承受)

life is so ever contradicting.

2006-11-10T02:25:00.000+08:00

i hate it whenever i make up my mind on something this moment, the very next great offers ring my doorbell.

like i always say, life is so ever contradicting.

anyway, i need time to sort things out.

i've been like stressed out. i'm quite a poor juggler perhaps. bad time management.

pimples are like popping like nothing. (exaggerated to a certain extent.)

i don't know. how, why, what.

money's all i am looking at.

freedom is what i thrive for.

life is what i believe in living only once and of which must be enjoyed to the fullest.

i'd probably regret it if i don't make a tough decision now.

everyone seems to be against it but i know, deep down, everything's gonna be alright.

the world is kind. yeah. everyone's nice.

the only thing that makes someone else bad is the wrong frequency both parties have.

so, grant my wish of going overseas! send me everywhere, who cares if my legs are bare.? you think i care?

i needa be rich. not that i want to go on TOURS. NONONO! that is very wrong.

i need money to be my back-up, should my trust in "everyone" prove me wrong, i shall lecture myself real shyt and crawl back to singapore and be part of that rush hour crowd.

maybe then, that's when i'll be tamed.

bleah.

little miss baika.

2006-11-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

welcome.

you're now reading the blog of littlemissbaika.

she had her first x-ray of her life today.

and she asked stupid but understandable questions due to those irritating clowns who bluffed her back then, "x-ray pain anot?".

she thought she would be placed in a dark room and then all of a sudden very very very strong lighting would "kacha!" and take pictures of her leg. when she heard the word "penetrate", she so wanted to get back home.

oh well, thankfully there's no fractured bones.. else littlemissbaika will surely faint, die, cry. a possible surgery should there be fractured bones uh? thankful. it's just those weak ligaments from multiple previous injuries. whew.*

anyway, she's damn sianz now larh. i gotta accompany her already. >.<

death note.

2006-11-07T01:16:00.000+08:00

i watched Death Note today!

whee.

SUPER NICE can? both Light and L are genius larh!

though i think i'm not far from them. i could actually figure out what they're gonna do next! lols.

call me genius kiddies! tell you what, i've got IQ of 120! lols.

whatever. lols. i'm just too excited.

then went to be part of the subaru wrx competition. was trying to be a "saddist". kept having the thought of seeing someone give up. lols.

anyway, i realised that mark richmond looks like michael ballack! yes yes! agree with me! hahas.

singlish - "is handsome one lor."

LOLs.

anyway, JNB paper today was hmm, easy? there's like quite a few "free" questions and ONE FREE like nothing question.

all i had to do was to come up with 10 questions for the prime minister of malaysia who was here for a state visit. that's all. 20 marks.! wow me with that! i'm glad i didn't read too much into the question. hahas.

had a long day. shall wrap it up with naruto then pop to bed and sleep.

oh, before that, last night i dreamt of 183club, and yurong told me that they're coming to singapore in february 2007 in my dreams. lols. plus i had that feeling earlier on to just turn on the tv and watch WQYL whereas other times i'd rather watch naruto on youtube. guess what? i heard mingdao's voice the moment i turned it on!

omgomgomg! telepathy larh! lols.........

okay, classify me as MAD. hahahahas!

so tired again.

2006-11-06T03:03:00.000+08:00

at times a dedicated blogger like me can get sick of blogging too.

i've been telling myself to update my blog as and whenever just in order to maintain the "standard" of mine english. (this sentence alone proves that it is deteoriating.) lols.

bahh.

been trying out lotsa tickle.com's tests lately. IQ, personality, blah. they are quite true to a certain extent. but because the results are like 13 pages long, i shan't post them all here. hahas.

it's for me to know and for you to find out.

weekends were spent rather fun. bowling with cousies. hahahas. just "imagine"!

shall upload the pictures taken on roy's birthday when i feel like double-clicking on the photoshop icon again. see, i'm like using photoshop at work everyday.! and it really requires lots of juices to come up with designs and blah. also, to think from another person's point of view and how he/she wants to relate the idea to the masses.

oh well, tomorrow's exam, then work, and if everything goes well, off to DEATH NOTE! yeah yeah!

i don't know why, but i haven't been cautious with my wallet lately. the hole seems to become bigger. =(

yet another week.

2006-11-04T03:05:00.000+08:00

yet another week.

i'm beginning to sound old thanks to all my "yet another, yet another." LOLs.

anyway, i'm gonna sound "sua ku" here, because only when my colleague, Mal pointed to me David Gan's hair salon, Passion, then do i realise that it is actually there and that to add on to it, my office is only a building away! lol.

but freak, i wouldn't go there and cut my hair even if i am filthy rich. $300 for David Gan - the man who styled many LOCAL celebrities, to cut my hair? no no no! these aren't attractive at all can?

plus, $80 odd for a hmm, stylist? i am sure i can put my Kimage discount card for 3 good cut & wash session.

"going to that popular stylist at that popular salon to style a popular hairdo means you actually would love keeping that of a monk's style." - superwoman.o8 (1986 - INFINITY)

HAHAS!

i think i'm naruto crazy now. it all started off with me thinking of Sasuke as "shuai" and cool. yarh yarh. i lose my rationales whenever i see guys like that and worst, this time round, an anime character! lol.

then, i cried watching it. man, all of you should watch the part whereby the whole village stood together to protect konoha. cried like nobody's business. since then, my craziness got even crazier.

first, Sasuke. then, naruto, kakashi, shikamaru, neji, gaara, iruka, akamaru, etc.

it's NORMAL for the whole list to be GUYS only can? hahas.

i have reasons and blah for like these characters alright...

Sasuke - "love at first sight larh. lols."
sharingan! lols. cool, handsome, multi-talented, genius in ninjutsu blah, has that irresistable kinda attitude which turns many off except me! yes! me! hahas. (he's irresistable, upclose and personal...) hahas.

Naruto - "it takes time and courage... hahas."
didn't like the idea of his whiskers then. i thought he was some kind of "black-indian"? lol. anyway, he is damn powerful lor, and his determination reaches 100%! quite cute too. and forever protecting sakura though she is yet another "sasuke-obsessed-siao-char-bor". gosh!

Kakashi - "MAN! MAN! MAN!"
somehow quite like his heck-care attitude. it's just some kind of mask he wears to cover up his actual self, for whatever reason i'm not sure. but i guess it has something to do with his previous partners. then, if you see me online, get his picture from me! you'll DROOL!!!!! so shuai lor! lols.

Shikamaru - "it's too troublesome to not like him! lols."
he's definitely not the kind of guy i'd notice right at the start. also, he made rather few appearances at the start right? plus he's always with another "sasuke-obsessed-siao-char-bor" - ino, so didn't really like to focus on those parts. but, for some reason, he ATTRACTED me to him! lols.

Neji - "integrity, dignity, whatever!"
he is supposed to be good looking. especially he has eyes that will set another to keep looking at. hahas. purplish-white eyes. byakugan! hahas. he's very skillful. good in both ninjutsu and taijitsu. i just cannot resist larh. he's like tall in also lor. hahas.

Gaara - "eeewks! monster. wait! so handsome sia!"
i didn't like gaara at first, though he looks so cute to me. the reason becaues, he fought with my "love-at-first-sight" - sasuke. hahas! anyway, i took pity on his sad childhood and yes, he looks so handsome in that red robe, and his powers are omg! cool! SANDDDD! hahas.

Iruka - "the typical nice guy."
yeah yeah, he's the typical nice guy. maybe those guy-next-door kind in the whole of konoha. hahas. he's so nice lor. quite handsome too. even though i don't know what's the mark across his nose is for. SHADOW meh? LOLs!

akamaru - "wooof!"
alamak, that dog is so cute larh. who wouldn't like it? hahas.

happy with my explanations? even if not, i wouldn't care much too. i only wanted to type the reasons why i like them so because there's no one for me to relate my love for them NOW! hahas.

okay, back to reality, i'm tired. hahas.

i shall wrap my day up with maybe a few more episodes of naruto. hehe.

people, don't get sick. it's just that i'm quite an extremist at times. meaning, when i go "gaga" over something, i don't stop just by going "gaga". i go quite far ahead.

like now, i intend to buy the figurines of those that i like, 7 of them, plus another lucky soul, and place them on either my computer table or ah mer's bed, which is now my bedside table. lols. why another lucky soul? because they sell the figurines in a pack of 4! hahas.

shall carry on watching naruto and decide on that lucky soul. Itachi? hmmm. gotta ask Sasuke's opinion first. LOLs!

tata!

life as an office worker...

2006-11-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

i'm a nice girl. yeah yeah. nice girl. hahas.

done with yet another day of work. (sounds like very long but in fact 2 days only. lol)

somehow, i quite like the jobscope, working environment blah. you get lotsa new projects everyday. and all you're required of is to do researches on the internet, generate your juices a little, update your system with great new ideas, submit them to boss, and tadah! but, 1 fact i have to agree with all "office-ers" is that 8 hours in the office seems like eternity, yet on maple is like, NOT ENOUGH! hahas.

anyway, i've gotten so fed-up over buying a pair of short heels. i don't like the designs i saw, and those i liked didn't have my size, plus, i guess i'd still opt for slippers/sandals. maybe if i have to go out and meet clients then shall i wear heels. hahas!

only until i start working then do i uncover lotsa hidden facts. i shan't reveal it to anyone because it is confidential. yet, i shall only say, deep in my heart, there might be quite a few people/things/blahs that "i see no up." LOLs. MAYBE only larhs. who knows.

well, my days are pre-planned. finally got out of my somehow no-life stage whereby i rot at home almost everyday. and even when others ask me out, i'd "politely" decline because going out = spending $! no way! i'm gonna save lotsa $ and spend them should i have a chance to go overseas. hahas.

it's healthy to be able to do something a day. yes, but it rocks being able to rot at home each day.

gosh, exams coming up. i will make sure i study on sunday. i must.

back here, it's now time for naruto! hehe.

dumbo day! lol.

2006-11-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

well, today is/was perhaps the dumbest day i spent in my life? or for the whole month of october. so so.

was out with ling n you xiang. blah blah blah and blah. (the usual things you'd do when you go out.)

then, headed to vivocity to catch a movie.

no more rob-b-hood! =(

thus we browsed through quite a number of movies. ling and i thought, since there was like only a few "rather" nice movies, we might as well catch a m18 movie. "the oh in ohio".

yarh right. the picture explains the contents. m18.... hmmm.

but you xiang said he don't want to watch m18 movies because of blah blah blah. so, we decided on "the prestige"!

tadah! tickets bought, popcorns and all.

we screwed things up. it lies down to numerous factors of faults but you see, in the end, we have only ourselves to blame. that is quite silly. haha.

we ended up watching "the black dahlia".

blackdahlia is a m18 film!!! of which we didn't know! argh. the horrible scenes still lingering in my memory tank. it's like scary larh! i'm so worried my mouth would tear apart!!! gosh. holy gracious.

somehow, wang renfu got me mixed up. i remember watching Wan Quan Yu Le and he commenting on a new movie scarlett johanssen stared in, then compared he himself with josh hartnett. and that i know of scarlett's involvement in The Prestige. that is the only sad fact i knew of The Prestige.

we went to the cinema in a rush you could say. we bought the tickets at 9.30pm, whereas the movie's supposed to start admission at 9.10pm. and argh! that damn usher told us, "walk straight turn left go till the end." see, we didn't even have the time to look through the tickets and believed the usher thoroughly.

the funny part was, our seats - C13 - 15 wasn't occupied in that cinema also! it would have been funny had there been someone around, but that could have saved us from watching that urgh film. lol.

i was hooked to the screen when i saw josh hartnett! for god's sake, i didn't even realise that we were in the wrong cinema till both ling and you xiang said, "i thought The Prestige is about magic?"

and then i took the ticket stub out only to realise we should have been at cinema 4, and not 5!

goodness sake. how silly can we get. lol. so we paid $7 to watch a supposed 130 minutes movie, yet ended up watching a 120 minutes one. hahahahahas!

and deep down, ling and i wished we'd have entered the wrong cinema, but, that which is showing My Summer Of Love. since you know, ya. haha!

man, for the first time in my life! lol.

anyway, i'm starting my internship tomorrow. i seriously hope everything goes well.

probably clubbing at momo this coming saturday. interested parties any? =)

ps* ling is damn irritating! she is making a big fuss over her 4 "lovely" pimples on her face.

ps2* i didn't intend to blog about it at all, but she was the one who gave me the idea to, and kept reminding me not to of which, i "forgot" larh! lol.

lols..............

till next time. hahas!

naruto fanatic!

2006-10-30T05:27:00.000+08:00

lol. i'm a naruto fanatic. hahahas.

yeah yeah.

sasuke.
shikamaru.
naruto.
neji.
kakashi.
gaara.

blah blah. hahas!

i'm crazy larh.

shall get on to watching naruto. hehe.

we share the same sentiments! lol.

2006-10-29T06:23:00.000+08:00

since xxx years ago, i have been telling others that, in life, we must experience all sorts of stuffs at least ONCE. (but, this excludes BAD things of course.)

such as, bungee jump, jetty jump, blah blah. it's too "early" for me to elaborate with examples now, but i'm sure the concept of "experiencing or rather doing all sorts of things at least once" is brought across uh?

i always thought it was a funny idea to have. somehow not a very logical thinking. but, someone on earth i realised shared the same sentiment!

MINGDAO!

lols. yes! watch the video. he mentioned it! omg! hahahahahahahahahahahas.

after watching the interviews and blah, man, i'm loving him more and more. now, if only such a guy exists (already exists) NEAR/around me, i'll definitely faint (not as in literally larhs!). hahas.

yeah yeah yeah! mingdao!!! xD

money REALLY makes wonders.

2006-10-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

after seeing so much of such and such.

examples one following another of yet such-es, conclusion sums up to only 1 phrase.

money makes wonders.

yet to me, money REALLY makes wonders.

i won't want to elaborate for it is quite a personal attack up to a certain extent to be sharing the examples.

i only want my point to be brought across. when you have money, you have the ability to make a shit out of others. especially those suckers for money.

bowling, zoukOUT.

2006-10-28T05:33:00.000+08:00

i have so much to blog about today. hahas.

went bowling with cousies. bullshit! the lanes were sucky and that bloody manager still had the cheek to say that we're soft bowlers. come'on larhs. i'm using a 11pound ball can? and if anyone can remember, i used to play basketball, and enjoyed shooting 3-pointers most, and somehow, the ring is always shaking after my "bombs". so, tell me, am i a soft bowler? bullshit!!!

after bowling, esta left to meet her friends while i became the lightbulb of roy and meow. freaking hell, after dinner, we headed over to ESPLANADE. argh. but thankfully both of them did not make me feel extra at all. lol. then i saw royston choy over there skating and blah. sat down for some live performances and went around the inner of esplanade. there, i saw many clothes meant for my lovely ah mer. yes! i shall go grab some one of these days. they're freaking beautiful! hahas.

time for 2 pictures of roy. yes. forever irritating pictures. and wait, i forgot. when roy was bowling earlier on, we all laughed our lungs out. he is a damn funny bowler. esta took recordings of his "style-of-bowling". i must post them on youtube. LOL!

he looks like a dead man don't he? lol.

just yet another stupid picture. hahahas.
that is how "lame" my lame cousie roy can get. lols.

enough of lame-ness from him. we'll get on to some really artistic metal wired works. woots! they're currently on display at the esplanade. do pop over and have a look and you'll be all in awe!

the cute baby.

give my face a close-up.

what i like most. the reflection of the dancers.

lastly, the photoframes. so nice can? hahas.

hmm, after the artistic tour, we went our seperate ways. roy headed back to pasir ris, meow to yio chu kang, and i headed towards town to meet up with esta. we're planning to go zouk. and yes, ling, jasmine and friends were there too. so, yeah. it's partying tonight! hahas.

friday night zouk is so much better than wednesday night zouk. such as that it's less crampy although still uber crampy, and also, i don't feel as much of being at tekong. hahas. although the sad fact is the cover charge. $23 bucks. but phew, had friends who opened bottles there and blah, thus drinks were free. chiong ar! haas.

pictures like this are actually an abundance. for each and every clubbing night, we are bound to take pictures. hahas. but what really shocked me and i bet all of the cousies that night was this following picture.!

can you guys tell who i'm with? LOL.

so shocking lor. imagine the telephone conversation earlier on when roy, meow and i decided to play pool. we started getting in touch with other cousies. esta is bent on going clubbing, while marcus did not pick up, and benny said these...

me: "where are you?"
benny: "outside lor, why?"
me: "outside where?"
benny: "city area lor."
me: "wanna join us play pool?"
benny: "cannot larh, i out with my army friends."
me: "aiya, nevermind, we 3 noobs, get them to play also lor."
benny: "cannot larh, we staying out till quite late."
me: "oh, nevermind lor. keep in contact."

yes, the end of the super short conversation. but the story didn't end just as yet. LOL.

when we arrived at zouk, i spotted BENNY who is like, very not categorized into going to such places! the everyday face computer guy, the one look = sibeh shy guy, is at zouk??? holding on to a pitcher?????!!! LOL. that shocked the hell out of both esta and i larh. lols. and i got prove one okay? ran into him again and got him to take a picture. wah lau. tomorrow sure strike 4-D already. lol.

not forgetting when i messaged roy telling him i saw benny at zouk, the reply i got was 3 words.

"what the fuck?"
yes, that kinda shock. hahahahas. i think it's even bigger news than osama bombing singapore if you were to exaggerate a little. hahas.

see! it's really mr benny ang! lol.

i think tomorrow the sun will rise from the west.
i think i will strike 4-D tomorrow, sunday, every lottery day.
i think i will jolly well meet a damn handsome and rich guy tomorrow.

all these because i saw the impossible of impossibles at zouk today. imagine your karma level must be super positive to witness this so called "phenomena" larh. lols.

okay, abit too far-fetched, but i bet everyone will not believe the above unless there's prove. LOL.

man, i'm damn tired now. and that i still have got a seminar to attend tomorrow at raffles hotel at 12pm! how am i to wake up people? somehow, i have to go, but my body is very reluctant. argh!

fine, i'm off to sleep now. bless me sweet dreams. hahas.

tao's restaurant.

2006-10-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

BIG thanks to maverick for the treat at Tao's Restaurant.

BIG thanks also to ling for making my day by celebrating my birthday with me despite.. heh'.

BIG thanks to the staffs at Tao's Restaurant - eric. and another one guy whose name i don't know. lol, for the ice-cream and birthday song. xD

BIG thanks to all who greeted me, be it sms-es, phone calls, msn, or even testimonials. (but, damn friendster seems to be "eating" my testimonials and friends. =.=)

BIG NO THANKS to my age. the BIG TWO. bahhs. lol.

anyway, dining at Tao's Restaurant was way too great an experience. not only do they serve unique food which cannot be found anywhere else - as advertised (man, they're really not lying. hahas.), they provide excellent customer service. somehow, i felt the 10% service charge included in the bill is something we ought to pay for.

all the very hospitable staffs and guess what, you can ask for more servings (to a certain extent of course) and they'll serve it to you in a swift.

they recommend you what's good on the menu, teaches you the "actual"/"correct" way to eat it. although i was disappointed with the "huai san". hahas. man, it's so raw and reeks of the green. though i love green, i must say that i really don't like the smell of green when it's RAW.

from appetizer to dessert. THUMBS UP service, presentation, taste. though it is theoretically expensive, it's still a worth to pay thing. considering the delicious delicacies you cannot find elsewhere plus those friendly faces with a 120% attitude which will definitely make you feel at home.

man, i sound like i'm doing a write-up for them for free. hahas. in anycase, i'd suggest to those who haven't been there, do go and try the food once. simply put in singlish, "so the nice lor.". hahas.

okay, time for pictures.

nice nice nice! =)

say it.

2006-10-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

pretty much thanks everyone.

uncles, aunties, cousies.

i had a nice day, blah blah.

yet somehow, bahh. shall not babbler. it's irritating.

dgcukgmwohbsmabgm......

intmtafrimjawltaychwkgay......

okay.

time for naruto-ing. =)

life is like.. unpredictable.

2006-10-23T01:56:00.000+08:00

before i start on today's entry, let me rant pretty much please!

somehow, screw man-u, and darn liverpool. (with smiles and totally at a friendly disposure.)

such as in, even if man-u so wanted to win, can't they win by just a goal? if liverpool so cannot win man-u, can they strive even for just a draw?

nevermind. i shall await november 26th. big match! lols.

okay, i'm done.

something came across to me as i believe would everyone - life is like... unpredictable.

to those who often think of the worst, it's not too late at all still to start treasuring, loving yourself more now.

we live only once in our lifetimes. so what if we meet people who disapproves us right here, right now. somehow or rather, there is at least ONE soul out there who'd recognise you. we cannot blame fate for to me, fate is bullshit.

we human rely on vocabs that defines as excuses for us to push the blames away. how unrealistic this thought can be, but true enough, everyone does so.

quote an example.

"a kid brought up from a single-parent household is defined as trouble."

to me, it is only so because having a FATHER and MOTHER is known to be NORMAL since centuries back. thus, we believe it is something which assures a child the "correct" kind of upbringing and the amount of love he/she receives from this supposed "normal" parentage.

somehow, bullshit!

everyone's life is as fragile as glass, in fact, even worse than glasses. for glasses when broken, we can melt it yet again, and then mould it back into another piece of artifact. such as for human lives, once it's gone, it'll never resurface.

we never know when a child is to be left with either one of his parents. therefore, believing that life is unpredictable, we cannot determine that single parents cannot bring up their kids well enough.

what i am able to see is, kids these days are being protected too much. this shouldn't be happening. what will happen if these so called "normal" parents aren't there to fend for them.?

in other countries, parents wouldn't give a hoot so what their kids had a slight fall, or rather, they totally entrust their kids to the school, and accepts, believes that the school can handle them totally.

yet in singapore, some extreme parents rush their kids to the hospital for inspection after a fall, worst, make hell load of noise when the school decides to take disciplinary actions towards their child.

this to me is incorrigible.

of course, you only stop what is not right, and not everything that goes against your child.

kids who grew up in tough environments are so much stronger in all aspects than those being spoon fed since birth.

anyway, this sounds draggy. if my point can be put across, then it's put across. else, elaborating would only end up yet again with nothing.

i'm working oh-so-hard towards a lifestyle i'll not regret leading. give me time.

2006-10-22T04:43:00.000+08:00

the purest of pure purity.

he's so lovely, i'm so sweet.

we're both so lovely sweet.

hahahahahas!

it's been a long time since i last took pictures with my n70 all thanks to my blur-ness, thinking that my mmc card was corrupted and blah.

anyway, that's all. =)

sasuke!

2006-10-21T03:07:00.000+08:00

SASUKE-kun!!! ("v")
LOLs.

people who know me knows i hardly "anime". meaning, i hardly watch animes.

the sad fact that i used to know animes back then as Cartoons.

i remember i used to love an anime of which title i forgot. bahss. it has something to do with female police. marcus has that anime's soundtrack. but urgh, the vcd cannot seem to be found.

and now, i'm so called "chiong-ing" naruto. hahas. i know i'm laggy.

naruto was like so long ago thing uh? hahas. pardon me.

ever since irc vanished from this cyberworld, i haven't been downloading clips or any mp4, mpg stuffs. i don't quite like bittorrent. like snail like that. =S

also, youtube serves me well enough, i guess. at least it got me hooked to Prince becomes Frog. hahas. then the many previous Shao Gong in which mingdao appeared in. and ms swan! not forgetting say say say, okay, HARDGAY! hahas. so on so forth.

anyway, shana, if you see this, let me tell you as well as everyone who reads this post, Wu Chun from Fahrenheit is like, cute? lols!

okay, he's the only "see-able" guy in that group, from my point of views. hahahas.

he's cute larhs! he's 183cm, 74kg, and wait, he was a gym coach! woots! so similar to mingdao. but one's whiter, one's darker. one is stylo milo, one is uber charming. gosh.

anyway, one is made-in-brunei, one is made-in-taiwan.

cheers to both countries! for singapore have so far produced nothing exactly perfect despite the fact that i'm near it! LOL!

okay, so much for today.

shall resume back to naruto-ing. =)

chelsea's win over barcelona, taxis are like EX!

2006-10-20T03:38:00.000+08:00

i so wanted not to blog.

yet i so could not help but blog.

somehow it sounds lame, but, the word "bo bian". i have happy stuffs to share, and also a load of whinings. hehe.

it pretty much depends on your luck as to which paragraph you stumble upon.

first, CHELSEA vs BARCELONA. 1 - 0 ! whee. but pui*, why isn't this the knock out round?! bahhs.

next, taxi drivers are said to be rich these days. source - elainethorpe.

was out today with ling and a new friend? then blah blah blah happened, and i went to ling's place to slack.

she asked me to stayover, but the urge to sleep on my cosy bed alongside ah mer, together with the hope of being able to have sweet dreams defeated ling's repeated offers.

so, i went downstairs, took a cab home. it was like MAGIC.

when i first boared the taxi, the meter was like $2.50. a few turns later, and it really was a short one, i took a peek at the meter, it showed $3.20. i was like, wtf, of course.

nevermind. the worst part is, i used to take taxi thru and fro ling's place in the past. even midnight charges won't exceed 7 bucks. guess how much i paid earlier on?

a frigging 9 bucks! pui*

now i know why i hate going out. i really know why. cause all your wants, be it branded or whatever shyts, won't dry you but transportation do!

people, a sound piece of advice - think twice before stepping out of your house.

hmm, james ran into me today. hahas. i had to say that because i didn't know it was him until he came up to me. lol.

he, is a piece of good news because he is undergoing his internship now at orchard area too. lols. yeah yeah. i shall take the initiative and ask around even more, and see who else's working at that area too. i'm not greedy. 5 will do. so much so that i can meet up with different old time friends for lunch. hahahas.

whatever the case, i have only 1 week of rotting, slacking, whatever you name it TIME, to really let loose of myself. lols.

taiwan, do await me! =)

john terry subs as goalie? lol.

2006-10-16T02:29:00.000+08:00

hmm, another not to be missed match of the era. lol.

i so wanted to give up watching after 88 minutes of somehow-no-action. thankfully, i hanged on.

it so happens that chelsea was so down on their luck then.

petr cech was knocked out less than 3 minutes into the game, and that carlos cudicini was substituted in. well, cudicini conceded no goals and that was cool.

feeling relieved, jose mourinho brought in substitutes and just as i was mumbling about joe cole's injury, tadah.. he was brought in for andriy schevchenko. whee.

and the moment he stepped onto the pitch, got his first touch, someone tried to tackle him the painful way. bahhs.

at the later half, solomon kalou was brought in to substitute arjen robben? (i guess so.) and, this spells chelsea's last substitution made.

everyone thought everything was fine, since chelsea's leading 1-0 thankful lampard's free kick that was deflected off 2 reading players.

but hell knows that, carlos cudicini was to be knocked out by yet another 2 reading players during injury time and lost conciousness.

no more substitution to make, thus, our favourite captain, john terry, took the responsibilities of being chelsea's goalies for the next remaining minutes.

well, how often a non-goalie player gets the chance to become the goalie for a day? hahas. worse, terry got hilario's jersey, of which to me spells just as like the situation calls - hilarious. lols.

anyway, i pray that both petr cech and carlos cudicini gets well soon. i don't want to see chelsea concede further goals due to their lack of both their first and second choice goalies.

jose mourinho must be hopping around.

lastly, i have a very nice webby to introduce to all. www.thejapanesearecrazy.com . it's funny, it's lame, it's crappy, it's hilarious.! you'll laugh till you "pengz". hahahahas.

i'm out.

mingdao!!!

2006-10-14T01:33:00.000+08:00

i can't stop myself from thinking of him.

he is drop dead gorgeous.

though not uber handsome, but totally charming.

drools.

sometimes, such stuffs, we cannot help but blame fate (our lives) not that kind of "yuan fen" as in this case.

omg omg omg...

LOLs.

anyway, i have two birthday gift wishes.

1) return air ticket to TAIPEI. $260.

2) return air ticket to HONGKONG. $234.

THANK YOU !

xD

friday the 13th.

2006-10-13T06:37:00.000+08:00

it's friday the 13th.

anyway, that's out of the point.

hmm, just some thoughts.

the reason why i don't hold on is because i don't have the courage to let go.

the fact that i choose to escape is because i don't have the strength to face it.

the reason why i walked away is because the borders are crossed.

not really so because i often dream.

i do not find my dreams unrealistic.

they are in fact real, but unable to be fulfilled due to certain restrictions; restrains.

such is life, i often whine.

nevermind.

so long as i believe, i'll continue to dream. i so believe i'd soar, i'd fly up high.

i don't have to tell everyone "just wait".

NO.

for the life i lead now, in future or whatever it might be, i'll be answerable only to me, myself, i.

i don't need any negative comments on what i want, though support will be appreciated.

i just have to let everyone know that i believe i am different.

supportive or not, be it.

like i say, it's up to yourself and not others.

right. time to get back to my assignment.

school's ending soon. so soon. how soon.

no time for breathers. internship next.

i wonder.

i ponder.

i'm tired.

keep the faith of mine don't let it go.

MuLan.

2006-10-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

let me tell you the story about MuLan.

why wasn't she discovered at all in the army?

it'll be a LOL thing. xD

let's cut it short.

okay, MuLan is now supposed to be injured and bleeding profusely.

so, her comrades brought her back to the physician.

the physician treated her and when she awakens, he tells her a sad yet hilarious truth.

"i found only superficial cuts on your body but yet realised that you're bleeding profusely. then, i'm sad to tell you that your "dicky" have been cut off by the enemy during your fight. but fret not, i have already sewn the wound for you. be assured that it'll not bleed again."

BUT..

the sad fact here is, MuLan's actually having her period!!!

okay, tell me it's lame, but you laughed right?

maybe even more when i tell the story to you in person. haas.

fine. i'm outta here. uber tired. =/

hmm.. blogjacked?

2006-10-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

updates*

firstly, i suspect someone hacking into my account during my period of MIA. i hope it isn't true, of course.

enough.

i got selected as an intern with wordsmith. man, i heard of the many stuffs that i'll be getting to learn and wow! it's great experience you're talking about people. although many will say: "you damn free ar? go find such chores. work as cheap labour." but for me, it's experience alright? seriously, i believe experience in the media industry is worth tonnes more than certs. i'll still believe that it wasn't wrong of me to take mass comm. =)

well.

i MIA-ed because my computer once again let me down. the hard disk crashed again. this saturday, i'll be awaiting guan hwee to bring it back to life. hehe. see, life of another army guy. tied down during weekdays. bahhhs.

lastly.

i still find myself a weirdo after so many years of trying to fit myself into a particular.. "style"? i don't know. i don't understand myself. i do what my heart tells me to, but when it comes to certain issues, i let my rationale rule myself. well, i really don't know. also, i bet i've lost lotsa links thanks to the recent "crash". i'll take alot of time to get them back because i'm pretty lazy ya, so, hmm. shall get almost everything done before my internship starts november 1st.

wish me luck people.

crazy kfc girl.

2006-10-06T00:45:00.001+08:00

today's funny. i chanced upon a girl working at kfc. she, i don't really know if is fine.

the situation goes.

me: 1 student zinger meal.
she: having here, take away?
me: take away.
she: you'll have to show me your student pass.
me: (showed her)

pause. (she gets me the stuffs, blah.)

she: total will be $3.95.
me: okay. (taking out $$$)

pause. (while i'm digging $$$)

she: so late then come and eat ar?
me: huh?
she: you working upstairs right? sell mooncake?
me: how you know? haha.
she: today i went with my mum and saw you what.
me: got meh? why i didn't realise? (because she looks damn unique that i doubt i'd forget her looks.)
she: got larh. i go and see you.
me: huh.. you bio me.. (jokingly)
she: yalor. see you pretty mah.
me: erh.. (forcing a smile)

pause. (me getting all the stuffs and about to leave.)

she: wah, you're married ar? cannot tell leh. hahahaha...
me: i'm not? (tried to explain but she couldn't care less.)

!!!

i mean, i showed her my student pass right?

although i know some people get married damn young these days and are even schooling still, but, i did show her my student pass!

and how the hell in whatever way do i look like i am married??? lol. (i won't mind if mingdao is the subject in this case. lol.)

but maybe, she saw the picture in my wallet.

wow, i can only say, i'm a genius! lol.

oh, wordsmith called me up for an interview. the lady sounded nice. hopefully stuffs goes well. and this would probably prove the fortune teller my mum brought me to a month back true. =)

mingdao mingdao mingdao!

i'm so excited and happy that i'm doing a write up on mingdao for my graduation project! hehe.

pls i beg of you my dear pc.!

2006-10-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging.

rather, haven't been "computer-ing".

don't know what the shyt my sis did to the computer again.

it's ultra laggy, and often hangs. fcuk.!

been so frustrated with it, i haven't touched it till like now..?

also, been helping out ling's mum with the sales of mooncakes these few days.

not forgetting having missed my show, i go to sleep as and whenever i can, and wake up at 4.30am to watch the re-telecast.

man, when is such life coming to an end?

i want to be rich! lol.

anyway, 2 days back, 2 drop dead gorgeous handsome angmohs came and buy mooncakes from me! gosh. you can drool till you dehydrate. xD

well, such is 1 particular benefit you get working at roadshows. =)

gotta go. so much to do and so little time left.

haven't tried to get in touch with Y.Generation yet. mannn..

MD!!!

conclusion.

2006-10-02T03:15:00.000+08:00

FUN is the word.

seriously been re-living childhood games and whahahahaha. i don't know what's so fun but it's just fun larhs. lol.

bbq was super! especially the prawn toast. but the funny thing or perhaps the unique thing about this bbq was that there's no chicken wings and satays! hahahas.

how fortunate am i to have a bunch of such nice cousies. hehes.

but somehow, there's violence flowing in all of our bloods. especially marcus and benny. thankfully, we haven't experienced marcus's.

see, we were playing heart-attack and poor darren's hands turned all red because he's always being SMACKED by benny. and when darren tried to take revenge, one of the smacks hit my hand because benny's "lubricated hands" (according to reports from darren), obviously placed on the top of the pile "slipped" away, and mine "sway" hands were just below his and due to a sudden lack of concentration, i was SMACKED by darren who filled his smack with lotsa revenge-ness!!

it was such a undescribable pain. you people gotta experience the "burning sensation" as described by roy. lols.

PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!

anyway, i'm supposed to be asleep long ago. i stayed up, forcing upon my eyelids to watch FULL HOUSE. omg. can you believe it? korean movie! hello?! but it's nice. hahas. the other time when i met up with ling and hui, both hui and i were like singing that 3 little bear song. hahahas. and ling of course, "buey-ta-han-ed". HAHAHAs.

can everyday be weekends? then cousies will all gather.? and play.? and nobody has to work or whatever. let us stay like that forever. nobody grows older. contented. wheee.

but darn, it's just something so impossible larhs. hahas.

gotta go. so freaking tired. bahhhs.

seriously, i'm still feeling slight pain on my right hand. must be the heart-attack after effect.!

happy childrens' day.! =)

marcus's bdae.

2006-10-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

i've adapted to my new *(secret).

LOLs.

anyway, these few days have been really busy for me, and i am like a very good, nice little child.

i sleep early, and wake up early. so it's like AT LAST, no fussles for morning classes. yeah! but, projects are coming up and when 4 very busy people who often get busy on different days, it's tough ya? real tough. pals, we must find sometime! =)

oh ya, i've been hanging out with cousies last week and hohoho, fun. memories do flow back see. we recalled lotsa stuffs and even our arcade home. whereby we were so close to the uncle who owns the arcade, often go to the office to help him sell tokens and he'd treat us to lollipops and tell us stories.

then, give us the keys to all the machines and then, we'd open the machine (the part whereby the coinslot is) and place our tiny fingers then and keep tapping on a protruding metal stick. and you'd see on the screen, (1 credit, 2 credit(s), 3 credit(s), and when we do it the hyper way till like dunno when, the maximum we'd hit is 99 credits(s). and the 5 of us would play till dunno when. haha. oh, until our parents finish bowling.

there was once, of which i've forgotten, but marcus said, "remember last time we play daytona? 99 credits, but there's not enough time to finish it all cause our parents are leaving."

LOL. imagine the lucky chap behind us got to play so much daytona for free! haha.

well, being a child is good. i really don't mind giving up all materials and blah for having another say 10 years of being a child.

happy to say, we cousies never had a quarrel till even now. =)

i'm off to marcus's 23rd birthday bash!

wheeeeeE*

crack, sharp, pain.

2006-09-29T09:16:00.000+08:00

crack crack crack.

sharp sharp sharp.

pain pain pain!

argh!!!

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anyway, i've decided on the module for my graduation project.

jnb - journalism and broadcasting, it shall be.

time to writing "normally" again.

cheap cheap daytona!

2006-09-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

at last, the mystery is being revealed!

"fei" - for everyone's info, downtown east is offering cheap cheap daytona! lol. 55cents per game! omg. where else can you find such cheap daytona? i mean, there are some out there, but just that you don't know where.

or even if you do hear of the shopping complex or wherever, can you locate it as easily as downtown east? hahahaha!

lastly, pool-ing over there is cheap as well. $6/hour. whee*

nice place, cool place, cheap cheap place!

been youtubing the whole day watching mingdao and elmo's clips. my eyes are so tired now. and thankfully, i'm finally re-living life normally.

such as that i am able to sleep at night and wake up in the morning.

hurray!

and not forgetting, all my sweet lovely wonderful dreams! hahas. =P