Tuesday, December 05, 2006
when that sudden emotional rush comes into you, or rather, emerges out from your body, fluids, whatever, you seem to lose hold of yourself?
is it wrong to believe that human are kind in nature?
is it wrong to share?
is it only right to fight for what you want?
isn't it facts that others are saying stuffs like, "if you want others to respect you, first respect them."
so, does it apply to, "if you want others to think for you, first think for them."
i'm doing so, but my application failed?
it's more than hurt. the feeling of being stranded without any rhyme or reasons.
just when you thought all was well, hurt is on its way.
the story of tom n jerry."tom was wondering what to have for lunch just when jerry flashed pass his mind. he bought a slice of cheese, intending to share it with jerry, despite the fact that cheese is definitely not his first choice of food.
yet, the moment jerry saw the packet of cheese, he appeared to be sharing it willingly and tom was happy with the thought of jerry being appreciative. tom only wanted everyone to be happy, and have fun.
as jerry got more fond of the cheese, jerry decided that tom shall not get another bite of it. jerry hid the cheese rather discreetly and tom knowing that jerry was up to something, decided to keep mum.
this will stay the same, only unless jerry does something even worse next. chapter 2..."
moral: the crucial matter here is between tom and jerry. not that slice of cheese.
i'm now left stranded, though appearing not to be. perhaps, being boring is just a habit.
maybe nua-ing is an excuse for me to stone and not be alone.
i can't see what's in the future for me.
will you be there for me?
______________________________________contradicted yet agn at
5:42 pm ;
