so, it's the time of the year once again. the time whereby all of us i suppose would have had wished it come as soon as possible as and whenever we felt tired on our paths. still, it is a fact now that it's here, i would not wish to say goodbye still.

in life, the many ups and downs we go through, the laughters and tears, the joy and sorrows, the peace and quiet, the war and violence, well, they are all up to us to decide which we would want. but i still must emphasize, as human beings, i believe we would only learn our lessons should we encounter some really bad experiences. else we'd get so proud of ourselves, lift our head so high up into the sky, like asif no one else could get anywhere near there.

anyway, i doubt i'd be as wordy as before, listing out my new year resolutions. they seem quite redundant, don't they? who really sticks to it and carry those ideas out? well, we're so bounded by the many sudden inserts to our lifes that led us further from living life in a routine.

2006 i would say that it wasn't an extremely nice year for me, but i will and am satisfied to have survived through the coming 2007. i would say that in terms of socializing, i have matured. i no longer look at things that simply, with the voice in my head saying "human are kind in nature". NO! whack that. i still believe in that saying, but i wouldn't allow that to affect my judgement of people, stuffs, in all areas concerning me.

old friends have moved on, new friends found. i'm in fact already very thankful that i still have got some pals whom keep frequent contact with me despite all our busy schedules. also very thankful that i have made new friends whom are helping me in my growth, and yes, i love all of you. also glad that the relationship we cousins share are like forever on the rise? yes, better and betterer. my sis? we have found a correct way of communication. yeah.

i know i will fair better in 2007. that is such an assurance.

before i leave this, i wish everyone a great end to 2006, and a warm welcome on the arrival of 2007! lucks!

and for all i know, this world have decided not to bring saddam hussien into the upcoming 2007. i don't know why, but when i heard news of his execution, i felt a pinch in my heart. no human however bad deserves death? i wonder.
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