i hate it whenever i make up my mind on something this moment, the very next great offers ring my doorbell.

like i always say, life is so ever contradicting.

anyway, i need time to sort things out.

i've been like stressed out. i'm quite a poor juggler perhaps. bad time management.

pimples are like popping like nothing. (exaggerated to a certain extent.)

i don't know. how, why, what.

money's all i am looking at.

freedom is what i thrive for.

life is what i believe in living only once and of which must be enjoyed to the fullest.

i'd probably regret it if i don't make a tough decision now.

everyone seems to be against it but i know, deep down, everything's gonna be alright.

the world is kind. yeah. everyone's nice.

the only thing that makes someone else bad is the wrong frequency both parties have.

so, grant my wish of going overseas! send me everywhere, who cares if my legs are bare.? you think i care?

i needa be rich. not that i want to go on TOURS. NONONO! that is very wrong.

i need money to be my back-up, should my trust in "everyone" prove me wrong, i shall lecture myself real shyt and crawl back to singapore and be part of that rush hour crowd.

maybe then, that's when i'll be tamed.

bleah.
______________________________________contradicted yet agn at 2:25 am ;