it's friday the 13th.

anyway, that's out of the point.

hmm, just some thoughts.

the reason why i don't hold on is because i don't have the courage to let go.

the fact that i choose to escape is because i don't have the strength to face it.

the reason why i walked away is because the borders are crossed.

not really so because i often dream.

i do not find my dreams unrealistic.

they are in fact real, but unable to be fulfilled due to certain restrictions; restrains.

such is life, i often whine.

nevermind.

so long as i believe, i'll continue to dream. i so believe i'd soar, i'd fly up high.

i don't have to tell everyone "just wait".

NO.

for the life i lead now, in future or whatever it might be, i'll be answerable only to me, myself, i.

i don't need any negative comments on what i want, though support will be appreciated.

i just have to let everyone know that i believe i am different.

supportive or not, be it.

like i say, it's up to yourself and not others.

right. time to get back to my assignment.

school's ending soon. so soon. how soon.

no time for breathers. internship next.

i wonder.

i ponder.

i'm tired.

keep the faith of mine don't let it go.
______________________________________contradicted yet agn at 6:37 am ;