i know i often over-estimate, over-rate myself, but that is the only way and thing i could do to build up my self-confidence.

the confidence level is,

without the OVER's - 3/10 (i still believe that i am able to do something or somewhat larh.)

with the OVER's - 9/10

the boost is there. if i don't believe in myself that i can do something, i guess i'll never proceed to do those things.

i don't like engaging in battles that are not bound for winning.

perhaps, i love trying to be perfect too much. so much so, i'd love keeping a clean track record of only success and no failures. of which, i already smeared.

i shall restart on my profiling then. =)

anyway, chelsea's matches are like so "friendly" towards watashi. they're like on most saturdays and sundays. maximum 3 weekday match way up till may 2007. wheee!

sing along! "frankie lampard must score goal, must score goal.!" (composed by vivian ho.)
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