what do i have to whine about now. basically, nothing, just that i don't seem to be having enough time. 24hours a day is too stingy. god, please prolong the day and give us double our energy level.

see, i have been declining "dates". no shopping, no la-kopi session, at times, even not being able to make it to school.

i'm stuck to a world of my own. i mean, the only "person" who can intrude is ah mer. well, call me a friggin' kiddo for all you want but i don't really give it a damn.

i need time to reflect, i need time to sleep, i need time for myself, i need time to watch my shows, i need time to relax, i need time to read my books, i need time all for the sake of my own. see....!

and just when i came back from 3 clubs earlier on, conclusion - reconsider. i'm oh so tired of it.

went to O bar. what can i say? it's great, cause you get quality house pours for free, provided you're wearing a skirt. great, it is indeed a great place when i feel like downing beer. the only trouble, i have to get up and down to get drinks. heh'.

then over to zouk. the terrifying experience i had over there was at first gone perhaps it was still rather early and the crowd isn't at it's maximum yet. i even saw dick. when i told ling about it, she went screaming (okay, kua zhang, but you can't whisper in clubs can you?) in his face, "DICK!" and his friends laughed and he gave the blur face (according to ling) for which i did not see. haha. fine, the music sucked. i don't feel like moving abit as much as i tried convincing myself to. so, over to momo.

but by then, i am frigging tired already. i want to catch the ENGLAND VS MACEDONIA match later on at 4.55am, and mind you people, i have a full day's class tomorrow starting at 9am! i wonder if i am able to make it there at all. so i kept saying that i want to go home. just when i was about to step out, there came a song that i liked. but the mood died down. i couldn't move another limb.

so, home sweet home. i am now so tired, but i am persistent on watchin the match later on. awwwws.

oh yea, i went to perm my hair temporarily today. and i am sure i will perm it once my hair becomes longer. i quite like the effect, but ling says i look alot more mature. but who cares when ya, you like it. lol.

pictures will be up just like as usual - when i feel like. i'm too busy for anything. also to think that i will have to start on my advertising project soon. it's like, i don't friggin' have time.

bahhhhhhhhh bahhhhhhhhhh blackkkkkk sheeeeeppppppppppppp.~!
______________________________________contradicted yet agn at 2:51 am ;