all of a sudden, i realised i hadn't been blogging supposed to blog stuffs since world cup became part of my daily life. i was "head-over-heels" over world cup?

firstly, i am really sorry to have neglected my anti-soccer or hardly-a-soccer-fan friends'. for that whole period of time, i have been to obsessed with soccer. i doubt i missed watching any matches at all. but well, i ain't really superwoman, i did fall asleep during some "sure-win" matches and yup, they are boring. you can jolly well predict the results.

then, i regretted being too much of a procastinator. i received my assignments like approximately one month before the world cup and was given two months time to complete them, which means the due date is a month after world cup. but, my computer had to act up on me. it screwed up at the wrong time. but thankfully, poppy's laptop came to my rescue. i managed to complete a few of my assignments.

also, hp (hewlett packard) was like unhappy with me or whatever. i personally brought my cpu down to ALEXANDRA TECHNOPARK to have it fixed whereas they could have jolly well told me mine was under on-site guarantee and i need not go down personally. are they saving on their technicians? never mind that. they called me many times today and kept insisting that my computer is not under warranty anymore and they have to charge me. it was like "what-the-fish?". i then phoned my retailer and yes, thankfully, they are nice chaps. they helped me resolve this with hp.

people, if you ever want or need to get a computer, do visit MATRIX it gallery. at funan IT mall. hmm, look for alex? he's pretty good in after sales services. and that is because just before my computer had to be administered to the "hospital", he did us a favour by coming to my place after work to try to fix it back. furthermore, i bought the computer from him more than a year back. =)

as the saying goes "there are no ugly women. there's only lazy ones." well, i truly believe that i belong to the latter. why? i'm super lazy can? i don't bother to make ANY effort at ALL to put on make up before i leave my place. don't bother to dress up whenever i'm sleepy (which is almost ALWAYS), loves to look messy, although, i am quite obsessed in buying accessories. but which, i often forget or am too lazy to put them on. i don't drool over skirts or dresses as much as i would like to put them on. i don't like the idea of applying colours onto my face despite the fact that i agree on the matter that it would make one look better - even if it's just to perk you up.

but, i am still "pycho-ed" by ling and bought 5 pieces of whitening and moisturizing masks. also, she "psycho-ed" me to buy fake eyelashes. she's now trying to get me to buy blushers. hahas. i really wonder when she would succeed. i mean, even if i buy it, i would miraculously use it only once i suppose. why waste my money? i often tell her, "unless it's like real good and cheap, then you intro me." and she seems to be able to do that all the time. thanks to CLEO? lols.

i also did some sort of reflection. i came to a conclusion. "if i'm not the least required to be financially independent, i guess i would not at all work." at times, i really hate working. but yet at times, i do get a sense of satisfaction after work. i am really in a dilemma and damn contradicted against myself as like usual.

just a few days ago, shazzey commented that i am like a "tai-tai", which i really hope i could become one. i dislike the fact to work extremely hard when young for a better future whereas i, as a women can try all tricks to get a husband who could provide me with all that i want when i'm wrinkle free. i want to see the world. i want to travel round the globe. but given the situation or whatever i'm in now, it will take years. i don't mind backpacking. but not when i do not have any back-up plans. i have too many places in mind to go to. and i don't want my wrinkled face to spoil the beauty of the places i want to go to if i opt for the second option, which is to depend on myself for that kind of pleasure.

i don't know where i'll end up to, with if i carry on blogging in such a mood. i mean, it's all that i want to release, let go. perhaps these "dreams" would all change or diminish by tonight. when i fall asleep and awake back to this world of reality.

lastly, i don't understand my cousies, but they always seem to find it funny or relatively wrong when i say, "i like to do that CAN?". note, they are finding faults with my "CAN" and i'm like so used to speaking in that manner. so, cousies, i speak like that one CAN? lol.

okay, i shall retreat back to my world of fairy tales, involving only DANG OU, SHAN JUN HAO, DANG OU, SHAN JUN HAO.

at times dreaming is the best way of believing that reality is not at all cruel. =)
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