i haven't been in the right state of mind recently to blog.

and it's still rather cranky now.

to think that you've been drained of your energy?

to think that you're a suspected case of dengue?

whew* (wipes off sweat)

SUSPECTED only.

so gladful there's no hospitalisation, no needles or whatsoever involved.

but pure dead giddiness and stuffs. WEAK!

thanks uh genting.? heh'. but the trip, i enjoyed.

now, in my so not right state of mind, i feel like quitting my tuition job. can anyone understand the agony of wanting so much to do well in your own studies? and then at the same time concentrate on bringing your juniors to "excel"?

if i only wanted to while my time off studying, i don't mind. but i want to do it well this time! yet mummy wants me to go for the job. the journey to and fro is tiring! totally dreadful.

i can't imagine my parent's reaction if i were to bring this topic upon them. and considering i'm like teaching for near a month already?

whatever. we'll take things one step at a time.

just why do i hate working so much?!
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