i am surprised.

for fear, for lust, for hurt.

i am shocked.

for courage, for romance, for love.

if i could, i would.

i am distressed.

for sorrow, for thirst, for hope.

this could be it.
that could be it.
everything in it, god has it; ALL.

thou said pain is brought upon us to make us learn. thou defines pain as a lesson, process of growing, learning.

i beg to difer.

"if there were no words, no way to speak. i would still hear you."

without pain, joy and happiness takes charge. people do grow, people still grow.

with pain, comes the urge for power. the power to deliver from it all.

with power, comes revenge. the hatred for whom made thy suffer.

with that, sad trials begin. the path of unveiling history set.

i wouldn't be surprised at all to learn about the earliest days on earth were free of pain.

i wouldn't be shocked to know that war was brought about when god decided, mankind are to be taught by experiencing pain.

what a silly mistake it was to punish adam and eve because of a crunchy only apple.

no doubts it was a poisonous scheme.

but that was what led to the harvest of mankind. the beings god created began populating.

"the more the merrier." ?

assuming god never stood by that saying.

did god fear adam and eve leaving him for their fellow mankind?

if lust was so not right, explain why god, who apparently appears as human-form disapproves of it; hasn't he have got parents?

was hurt first introduced when god decides to forsake adam and eve who never had the intention of leaving him?

nevertheless, i am shocked.

the courage of adam and eve to live on in prehistoric, totally nothing to fend for.

romance they share, ever still there.

the love that rooted, blossoming like ever.

lastly agree with god's decision? if i could, i would.

for i'm so distressed.

the sorrow brought upon adam and eve, perhaps god's jealousy.

the thirst of wanting adam and eve to reap what they sowed never seemed to turn out right.

and the never ending hope adam and eve held on to, till today, we survive.

but wait. god is so much like a dictator.

everything done were his plans i would believe.

he selectively chooses some people to compliment him, some to reprimand him.

and whatever the case, the good triumphs. a pointless debate.

the illuminati had to go into hiding, whereas vatican city stood ever so bright.

to reconsider the geniuses in the illuminati, where would the popes stand?

why were they so against understanding earth with mathematical formulas?

it was all god's plot! his ideas, his thoughts, all the information he passed on, only through another soul.

and maybe, the above you have read, are what god wanted me to tell.

he said please do.

i simply obeyed.

and now, he's telling me to put it to an end.
______________________________________contradicted yet agn at 12:02 am ;