when i so very much plucked up my courage,
when i so yearned to say what i've never said.

do you have to be so mean,
to break that line between us already so thin.

flush away all ifs,
since you never wanted them the way i, we wanted it to be.

the knowledge right from the start that struck,
negative sorrows such and such.

all these should not even start.


______________________________________contradicted yet agn at 11:14 pm ;