man. i just realised that whenever you (me at least) YEARN for sleep, your wish don't really get granted. maybe, perhaps, grandma lost her wires again.

she came knocking at my door first without making a noise. as i was still half-asleep, i didn't really respond to it. then, i heard my name. i was shocked! it didn't sound like anyone from my household. then i told myself, don't be afraid and carry on sleeping. then, i heard door knocks and my name. god dammit. it's my grandma larh!

fancy her come knocking on my door at 6am in the morning getting me to get my younger sister who sleeps with my parents to wake up and prepare for school?! whatever the case, she got the wrong door? and wait, my sister's school is only around 15-20 minutes travelling distance from my place. do she really have to wake up at 6am?

it's just like when i was in hihs back then, whether it's the holding school at punggol or the original one at hougang which have been re-used again, i woke up at 6.30am. and i always have ample time for breakfast in school if i felt like eating that morning. why am i "disturbed" this morning then?! argh. i really need my sleeps.

so much so, again, i'm left stranded on my bed, not knowing what to do. as also i received a call from violet asking me to lend her my calculator. but, the battery's already EMPTY. lol!! sorry dude. heh'.

and now, i'm yearning for food! i don't know why, but these days i have become so much of a glutton for food. but not finishing them, (most of the time) which is like, i only feel like tasting it and i'm satisfied. hahas.! that's a very bad habit larhs. i'll change!!

before the change,


so people, if you are thinking of a get-away, at the lowest costs possible, go to www.tigerairways.com . there's bargains up for grabs! with air tickets going off at 75% off!

i hope i can plan my visit to hongkong. yes. i needn't worry about accomodation. hahas. and, i've checked it out. it costs me less then 200 bucks for my all round ticket. but, to MACAU. i'm thinking if i could take the plane first to macau, (cause there's no planes to hongkong) then travel by ferry to hongkong. hahahas! hopefully. and at the meantime, make my first visit to macau as well. not to forget the portugese egg tarts.

anyway, that might be another say but no action thingy again. which idiot don't know about my family? and i don't know why i have the urge to visit hongkong. argh. if i really am going there, it's going to be my own money used.! but i still will feel guilty.

but that bargain is soooooo! and the plan is to be set on feb. but we'll have to get the tickets before jan 4th, which is TOMORROW.! hahas.

let me dream more. =)


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