can someone buy me a compass? i'm LOST.

with so many wants, so many thoughts, so much to accomplish.

this isn't something to do within such a restricted period of time i give myself.

and at times when things start to heat up pretty nicely, HOT, but not scalding, someone or somewhat has to pour a tub (a big tub!) of ice over that pot of soup i'm cooking. dammn!

i really hate it at times when there are intersections as i'm someone who'd wish TIME would stop at a certain moment for me, and even if things stay at a point whereby it'd not improve, i'd be glad if it don't fall back. i'm glad with just what i have at that point of time.

so, if time would stop for me at whenever i like it to, which would mean when i'm at my highest peak, or even if i felt i am at, i'd be the happiest person on earth. =)

and i'm also pretty sure that if goddess of mercy, buddha, jesus or whoever "up there" chances upon my blog, they'd vomit blood and regret creating ME. lol.

if someone has to be responsible for my life and present me with all my wants, they'd have to be the ones. for they were the "believed" people who created earth, humanity, and THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, INTELLIGENCE and whatever could be named.

they'd regrettttt! lol.

anyway, i'm outta here. so much for such a nonsensical post. but i do mean it. i don't know what is this ending up with, but, man, i'm really LOST.


______________________________________contradicted yet agn at 10:55 pm ;