oh my gaga gosh gosh ooh lala.!

he's making me nuts!

for him, i shall lift my ban on which most people do ban themselves against, but over in the past years many have lifted it and i don't see why shouldn't i when there's such a cutie to drool over for.

"jie-di lian" is FINE! hahahahahahas.

okie. i know i'm mad.

you people thank that cutie who's driving me mad. hahahas.

anyone believe that this guy here, is only 17, and he is so cool, and "look mature"? (i can't say that he's mature for i don't actually know him larhs. but he looks to be.)

he's such a hotie! he's such a cutie! i drooled. hahas.


i love this cutie! hahas.

for once, i truly am happy that i am working for carlton hotel; bqt. i recall back then. woosh!

JOSHUA came for lunch with his family and sat at the table i was appointed to serve! he was so shy and quiet throughout. and was tenderly soft when ordering his drinks. omg. i'm about to faint. can someone take over from here? hahas.!

now if age is to be the problem, i'd curse my parents on rushing into their marriage. slap myself for wanting to be part of this world so early. made sure i broke that egg in my mum's ovary in order to prevent daddy's tadpole from getting into contact with and creating me. maybe, a few years later would be a freaking good choice.

but in any case, i am NOT OLD! haas. "slightly" older should be the word. hahas.

i'm mad i'm mad i'm mad.

somebody get me some tranquilizers! i desperately need them. hahas.


clever souls would be able to depict my age with the help of this picture. hahas.

man. he's soo CUTE!


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