yala yala yalah.

u nvr seemed to understand. u nvr wanted to understand. u nvr tried to APPRECIATE.

she gets awy scot-free. i forever take the blame.

whtevr i do, i'm fcukin' at fault. whtevr she does, so sry, it's my "bad" example.

fcuk u. stop fcukingly skold urself indirectly whn actually wht i'm doing might be followed afta ya "bad" examples?

tey sae old pple mah, let em be. let em win lor. but does tis apply to YOUNG ones as well? if tht's the case? can i find ways n means to rewind time and i be the younger one tis time? who's practically still ENJOYING life whn i somehw hafta get outta wrk and support myself?

i don't mind u controlling or restricting mi if i go too wild. but, u're overdoing tings by saein' all thse shit. i am wht i am todae thx to YOU! and i hate it! still, i beared wif it. storming whtevr ways i haf to try and help out. yet, nort a wrd of appreciation frm u. fcuk u!

whether i treat u gd or bad, u nvr appreciated! i'm forever at fault! juz fcuk it!

knnbccb!


______________________________________contradicted yet agn at 11:25 pm ;