worked 12pm todae. and nearly received $75 at the end of the day. LOLs. but still, we couldn't get away from the super accurate accountant or auditor. whatever his position. haas.

so, everyone knows what happened after that. supper then home.

oh. tomorrow's xmas eve. and there's basically 3 places i can go to, 4 including my family's but i don't know which to go to because i don't feel good about this xmas. the feeling of joy, warmth and sharing just ain't there!

perhaps i'll stay at home and watch the "surprises" both the chinese and english media has prepared for me. =D

and at times i wonder. if that something happens, (meaning something v.irky) it's gonna be the end of everything. but what thing will that be? i still can't figure out something which is so irky. hahas. just me and my nonsensical thoughts yet.

but, i swear, whatever the thing (i'm still figuring out) may be, just fuck it. i still could remember one "quote" violet used to quote in her msn nick. "life's like a dick. when it gets hard, just fuck it." hahas. the most un-vulgar vulgarity i've heard of. hahas.

so, fuck everything can? hahahahahahas.


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