well, finally am back to bloggin' uhz? seriously, i felt bad abandonin' my site for like 2 daes. whereas in ACTUAL FACTS, as compared to my frens, teirs are oreadi cobweb-filled. i do hope my site treasures mi. (craps)

but, daes of nort bloggin, (sounds ilke alot, but in fact oni 2 daes) are because, i dunno wht to write abt. daes of mani unhappiness. pple, don't STARE at tis sentence. fret nort. it has nth to do wif tis arse here havin' a bf den breakup. it's some family FINANCIAL probs, which i'll prefer nort to tok or share more details abt. because, no one reading my blog i suppose, cld be of help/much help.

so, afta sorting stuffs out i guess i have decided. to drop out. rember mths back whn i said i wna do o's nxt yr? bullshit. tht is already impossible. so, i'll hafta join tht morning rush, and get to wrk and wht? support myself. thx millions to god for planning such a life for mi eh?

aniwae, i dunno if it's gd or bad news exactly. because, i'll be able to do a priv. diploma - mass comm, if i do drop out of ite and wrk. BUT. the prob lies wif BUT agn. i'll need citibank to first approve of my educational loan. of which, i need an applicant. because, i haven't had a record wif the cpf board tht i haf monthly contributions for more thn 6mths of (extracted frm original $1000 and above salary.) and if ani kind souls out thr wld be so lorvely to help, i'd be so much more thn grateful.

plus, blogging.. yes. "SINGAPORE's HOTTEST BLOGGER" ms dawn yeo? to tell a freakin' truth, i HAVEN'T hrd of her at all, till i saw xiaxue's blog. okie. i don't like xiaxue's style. but i dun hate her. i mean, hate someone whom u nvr met? tht's so ironic okie? and i admit. i read her blog at times. but thse are the times whrby i felt really bored, and needed smth to perk mi up.

so, tht clapbangkiss* is darn hot? well, she has beautiful facial organs evry woman is dying for perhaps. but isn't it soo funny to post semi-nude pics of urs and allowing EVRYONE to see?

plus, tht claim for being the hottest blogger. i guess i'd triumph ovr her. y? i too cld post pics of mi wearing clothes hung wif chilli, chilli padi's and whtevr, eating a super duper spicy bowl of "whatevr u name it". and "ka-cha" take a pic, upload it onto a webhost, and post it on my blog. who cld be hotter thn i am? muahahahahahas.

and of cuz, like i mentioned, i read xiaxue's blog rite? i saw tht jeanmarie tan's issue. lols. excuse mi, i doubt jeanmarie mentioned aniting bad abt xiaxue at all. lols. and tht xiaxue claims to DISLIKE her alot. also, even if jeanmarie tan is a sucko, thr'd be also one reporter who'd act asif he/she's a sheep, and interview blah... (frm ya descriptions..) and thn, fcuk ur ass ard. so, take my advice, turn dwn ALL interviews, if u do mind being fcuked for nth. *sweet slithering smile.*

and wait, i went to her archives. SEE, i'm juz too bored. whn i am nth sane, i create insanity by doin' stuffs which are soo NORT humane. i was stouted by tis "IAN". (i actually stopped to ponder before telling myself, NO, it's nort ian thorpe she's tokin' abt, and clicked on it to find out the truth.)

obviously it ain't. she even claimed tht ian is an anonymous name used to protect tht guy. wht the freak? lols. but, y IAN? u like ian thorpe oso uhz? okie. who cares. but on the surface, i find her ingrateful. and tht guy, ? he wants the best for the peeps ard him, but somehw too aggressive (because of his acheivements) and wants the BESTEST for himself. okie. i'm juz commenting nonsense. whose business isit of mine aniwaE?

whtevr the whtevr the crap. i'm juz nort myself. tinkin' tht i hafta get out to the society at such an age reli irks mi. anione plan to get mi some donations?


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