Wednesday, October 19, 2005
i boringly wrote a few irritating testis to frens of mine, some of whom wld nvr expect to receive 1 frm mi earlier on because i thot tht wld perk mi up.
nonetheless, no effects. thn, tey backfired. i started to worry. wld i irritate othr TOO much? lols. nvm. principle in life, do wht u like. hahas. and i specifically told em i'm bored. frens wld understand. hahas. and don't u peeps lorve ya testis to be FLOODED? hahas.
it's back agn. god, wld u take awy tis part-time insomnia frm mi? u noe i lorve to slp. perhaps i slpt greedily too much at times, but is tht a reason y u're deriving mi frm slp on important daes? such as EXAMS? come'on lah. to tht person up thr.. be more MATURE pls. hahas.
enuff of laming. seriously, i tink i'm too stressed up. and for nth. i see nth to study IN accountings. seriously nort because i am PRO accountant, but.. it's a subject like languages? u need to get the grasp of it to noe it. nort simply based on practising.
and because i'm the study smart and nort hard person, i tend to forget tis forget tht. but, whn someone mention juz mayb 1 wrd to "remind" mi, evryting comes back. and tht is y i fear examinations.
NO one wld be thr to "ting" mi. and mayb i'd gladly forget evryting. so u see, the oni place i score for languages are my compos? haas. believe it or not, tis so cored.. A1 for N's.. B3 for O's in english student.. failed her comprehensions most of e times?
and her frens who seemingly did nort score better, often over-ruled her in compre tests. lols. wht a joke. so, practices do make perfect, or mayb for the better.
u cld ask queenie ng, i owis gif her my compos in a jiffy. sae, 10-15mins? i cld even at times do 2 to 3 compos (for my frens) and thn, still haf time to slp in cls. but my compre, no matter wht i did larhs. i "died". haaas.
i guess i'm juz confined to NOT slpin' the dae before exams. been a routine, till it became MY practice. yearly event.
recalling daes back.. monk aw said jianhong struck the 2nd prize in toto. which sums up to 100,000 + + + ? i was like.. !!!!! y isn't it mi? thn, tinkin' back.. i dun buy toto. hahas.
but tht's "easi" money? and tht he bought himself a bmw? grgh. i've owis yearned for a bmw. my favourite brand. thou i like othr brand's design.. and tht, i wan smth like a cardilac escalade. lols. still, !!!!!! (speechless)
i'm exhausted.
reli exhausted.
bless tht i do not fall aslp in ani process.
just turn it on.
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