HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!!!

before i left home, i thot to myself. maybe, for a start of october, i'll do my 1st post wif oni tht caption above. but..

i went to wrk todae. guess who i partnered? the legendary SS king. mr kaijie. awwws. was hell? hahas.

okie larhs. he's good. but even better at ss-ing. ahahahas. i was like.. a torment larhs. been doin' runner stuffs for soo long oreadi.. suddenli bein' left in the ballroom. and the runner throw u thr. i didn't noe wht to do, wht to sae. haiss.

but as unhappy as i was, i still didn't make noise. i quietly did wht i was supposed to do. but, tht "package" - kj,pi,cl,lk.. were noticed by service capts tht tey were MIA. and guess tey tekaned em larhs. c lah?? cor u all dun smoke liao.. haas.

often i wonder. did i put up a front, too strng, and often leads to pple thinkin' tht i dun cry? as a matter of fact, i didn't noe y, but tears started drippin' onto my laps yest nite. but i told myself no. i shldn't. and wiped em off, went online to basically crap. but no one seemed the least to wna somehw respond. i was even somehw "told-off". devastated larhs. nobody cares.

mayb i did nort show larhs. my own prob. and "happily", went back cryin.

i guess i haf to get used to tis fort-monthly routines. cryin' drives off unhappiness and stress. cryin' penatrates excess water frm ya body too. it's nort bad a "habit" to haf. =)

aniwae, i shld be happy. cuz it's happy childrens' day. and i still consider myself as a child. wif soo mani pple askin' mi.. "how old liao.. still powerpuff girls." lols. tey are CUTE okie?!

andd. i saw hazel todae. i doubt i recognised her as i walked, but she waved to mi. hahas. thn, lata on, i met samuel on the train. was tokin' bout bqt agn! hahas.

well well well. tml's da last dae of tis yr, whrby i can spend time wif my tuition kids. i'll upload teir pics in time to come. pretty busi and lazy these daes.


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