Friday, September 30, 2005
skipped wrk. was sick. diahhorea in the morn. and i skipped skool as well. i spent a terrible 1hr at the pootie, and subsequent 1/2hrs thr. freak it!
was slackin, pottie-ing, till ard 8+ whn cl cored. mahjong session at pi's hse agn. LOLs.
i WON! lols. lk was super down on his luck larhs. and i owis believed tht, whn u plae mahjong, u musn't haf tht "i muz win" mindset. it often backfires. for mi, i owis planned hw much capital we're plaein, to lose tht amt of money. if i won, of cuz it'd be great. hehe.
aniwae, i found out tht many of my primary skool CLASSmates are in unis oreadi. LOLs. juz wht am i doin' at whr i am nw? cld i tell myself i shldn't be whr i shld be at? hahas.
to tink tht our results were all on the par back thn. and nw, we're miles apart. juz wht has happened to mi? or, i was juz fated nort to haf a "perfectly-designed" lifestyle?
seems easi for othrs to achieve tht pri, sec, jc, u. lifestyle eh? hahahahas.
well, i shld, but shld nort envy. muz believe tht god has a place for each and evry individual. "wan zhang gao lou ping di qi". i believe, jackie chan can proudly sae tht he's achieved tht. remarkable man. lols. but, haf he ever pictured his suceess back thn? i doubt so. hehe.
wht nonsense am i tokin' abt here? arrrh. maddo. craps.
september 30th! muahahahas. yes! i completed my "task" and i'm soo porud of myself! the last dae to wake mi up. cuz september has ended. afta tis wld be exams.. thn, HOLIDAES! =D
still RAWKin.
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