no comments for all stuffs. but rest assured thr'll be no more. is socializing such a chore? i hope it ain't. juz wna be myself. and i noe, i'm a bad inter-personal relationship handler. plus my upcomin' weirdness, i can't fit myself into ani category. i don't want aniting at all, but my behaviour appears so. uh huhz? will try n reflect, and transform i guess. hopefully, i'll be freed and bring tis wrld to utopia. heh'.

been extremely weak. if i had fever as well, i'd prolly jump. because i've been aching all over for no reason at all. u cld guess y if tey came wif a fever. i'll scream like i nvr screamt before. bcuz i noe tht wif dengue, u'll hafta let thse "kind vampires" draw ur blood evry nw and thn! eeewks! i hate needles to the core.

and also.. let aside thse aches, my stomache's rumbling. asif it's plaein' the wwe royal rumble. whackin' here n thr. i feel soo bad! =/ *agonies.

lately, i found out tht i've been neglecting one hobby of mine. reading. lols. thr'd owis be a book in my bag whrevr i went in the past. nort forgettin' readers' digest. tht book rawks lah. but too bad, it'll burn a hole in my pocket. so drop tht idea if it ain't paid by edusave. lols.

also, thse books tht i haf for reading at home.. belong to thse big n bulky category, which is a definite no-no for leisure reading. tey require serious concentration. and at which, i wld lorve to get myself a cup of ice-water, wrap up in a blanket, turn on the air-con, and squirm myself at a corner of my bed and tada.. read it till i am tired. haas. haven't been doin' tht for long. =)

prayin' tht thr'll be a book tht attracts mi, and tht muz be a SMALL book. hehes.

i miss thse daes.. miss thse funs.. da laughters n joy shared. and.. i miss childhood. i wna haf time reversed. being a teenager is tough. and i believe being an adult is wrse. i'd rathr nort haf the ability to do whtevr i cld do nw and perhaps more in future, juz to go back to my younger daes, and haf a whle load of fun.

at least, tht's whn laughters were sincere, tears were genuine. kids don't lie. kids don't hide. tey reveal who tey are to whoever u may be. and, tey don't plae mind games. so pure n innocent. =)