i tried to. i wna to. i sat here for a full 15 mins, compiling wht i've been thru and stuffs.. to no avail. haf i lost my "gift" of writing? pls do not take it awy frm mi god. i've owis felt it might be useful to mi sometime dwn the rd.

since i dunno wht to blog abt, i'll extract frm frenster. lols.

The Bottom Line -

Take time to toss ideas back and forth -- the obvious choice isn't always the best.

In Detail -

Take it easy. You're feeling vulnerable and may want to protect yourself from things that you perceive as dangerous. This is a laudable instinct, but remember not to shut things down completely. After all, there are plenty of people out there who care about you, and cutting yourself off from them isn't part of the plan. In fact, someone out there is working overtime on your behalf. You'll like what you see after you emerge from your hidey-hole.

come'on. do not sound soo true. frenster hit the jackpot on my "hiding". like i've told a few of my frens, i've gone into a "do-not-heck-mi" mode. it's like, i'll approach oni thse i feel like tokin' to. once agn, relyin' on my instincts. dun ask mi why. i reli dunno, and cannot understand tis act of mine. whr's the freakin' kpkb mi?

i cld still remember tht whn i was eithr in sko0l or at wrk back thn, i wld def. haf frens who wld go ard, "kp lah elaine." and i wld make noise and squabble wif em. play wif em and stuffs. but right nw, it seems like nobody even noes if i'm in cls or smth. lols. and i dun feel at all left out. LOLs. whr's the old mi? lols.

oh yes. i was tokin' to boon yest and he asked y nt i retake tis yr's o's. i didn't had an answer thn. i simply missed out the registration. aniwae, i had no plans for tis yr. and was still strugglin' wif wht subjects i wna retake. and tht qn sent mi ponderin' on wht i actually wna to do as he said gals haf 2 more free years. maths n science is a muz retake, and i seriously dun wna do humanes agn. but yest, while flippin' thru my assns, i realised, i cld retake POA. lols. yes. so, i've paved a nw path.

nw, i'm gna start focusin' on my accs, maths, and sciences. yes. i'm gna go start buggin' peeps to teach mi. lols. i've like.. 1yr plus to prepare. lols. and "if" i shld fail, tht's fate! heh'

no matter hw, no matter wht. i can't see whrelse to start. perhaps nw, i can try keepin' my pc shut. lols.