"Big risks pay off in unexpectedly delightful ways. If you've been hesitating, move now, because this opportunity is of the once-in-a-lifetime variety."

tht was the frenster horoscope every scorpion wld get? well, i do agree. in life, thr're mani risks for ya to take. the oni dif. is in whther it's a big or small risk. is it worth or not worth riskin'. "so mani tings i wish i didn't do, so mani tings i wish i didn't sae" well, weren't thse risks we once took? which eventually bcame regrets?

life isn't fair play. life is all abt survival. and survival is all abt, yourself. no man wld actually sacrifice emself for the welfare of othrs. no matter hw hard tey try to make it likes as if tey cared. no way. tis isn't abt monetary matters i'm pin-pointing. bud everyting tht revolves rd u. all human are selfish.

so if thr's ever a day, u cld get urself away frm tis mudane city, pls, endorse yourself into a wrld/day of fun. be nice to urself. don't u deserve tis kinda "presidential" treatment once in a blue moon? afta daes of wrkin' soo "hard" to pls othrs, to show tht you ain't selfish and am actually v.kind? shut tht crap todae. hypocrites ain't an easy job to take on.

trust my words, and nvr take after mi. i'm livin' in a life filled wif regrets. my mind is full of "if i noe, i will.. if hor, if hor.." tht kinda shitt. no man satisfies mi, simply becuz i don't even noe wht i want. nth is right. nonono.

no matter hw happy i try to appear to be, i often find myself blank at nite. i need activities day in, day out. to free myself. at least, tht's wht i tink. try livin' in my family. yes. juz try. even for an hour. u'll freak.

i can't elaborate, and it's like.. "nvr wash dirty linens in public" i noe. so, i won't. bud, i haf to mention, i might no longer be able to undertake tings ard mi. i might explode. i need tht care. i don't want my heart to go guessin' bout evry nxt ting which might happen to mi. i've had enuff guessin' games. yes.