Saturday, August 20, 2005
i haf a habit of reading. yes. and prob thx to tht, my english somehow's been "polished".
i can read n read non-stop so long as both my head and back can support mi. yes. i have been reading my previous entries. my conclusion? "hahahahahahahahahaha!" it's soo childish lah.
the way i blog and stuffs like tht, the languages i use were "alrite", but my style of bloggin's simply - chiLdish. no better wrd cld replace it. and i noe, surely tht, mayb a few years dwn the road, whn i read my "previous-current" entries agn, tht wrd wld come out frm mi agn. lols.
if one nvr undertook challenges and met wif difficulties, one wld nvr learn to grow. it takes alot.
i often felt, i shldn't be standin' whr i stand. but at times, i too believe tht god is givin' mi lessons of life. yes. to nurture mi into a "prospective" useful adult.
and whn i read my previous entries, i can't avoid thinkin' bout my childhood times. yes. the wrd childish popped up yet agn. bud i can oni use it to describe my earli teens. for whn i was a child, u seriously can't compare mi to the wrd mature can u?
juz wht did i do durin' my earli teens. wht did i want? i regretted not being a sensible enuff child to make plans for my future. bud on the othr pt, i led a carefree childhood.
soo mani gds n bads tht fall on a thin thread. u nvr noe which is good or which is bad. u nvr noe wht is right n wht is wrng. go for the path u selected. yes. dif pple need to take dif path to lead em to success. our fingerprints were made dif. remember?
i'm gettin' tired. shall carry on my "philosophy" some othr daes. whn my brain can't seem to function, nth comes out, or rathr, wht tht comes out ain't something. =)
thse wrds keep slippin' awy.
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