somebody juz help mi! i'm feelin' soo bored. so lackk of entertainment. and simply bcuz i can't speak. i haf no voice to sustain my normally loud vocal. lols. bad bad.

since i haf nth to tok abt, means i haf nth to blog abt. but i guess it's time, mi as an elder cousin did something.

xueling! i noe u are crazy over ur xian. bud pls, too much can kill. no matter hw he appears to like ur "passiveness", i believe guys need a breather. don't u tink u're sorta strangling him too much? and frm ur entries, i seriously must sae, who gives a hoot bout the numerous numbers of bfs u haf had? listen hard. "true love comes once in a lifetime". use ur time to find it, and not u noe. like wht u mentioned in ur blog. i dun wna demoralise u, bud since tokin' to u on da fone or even face to face, u'll haf ur rebukes, i guess i'll juz pen em dwn, and u slowly read em over n over agn. yes. pls. over obsessiveness can strangle one. and stop ur suicidal thots. tey ain't gna lead u no where! come'on. wake up frm tht will u? STOP thse thots!!! it's gettin' scary. argh. i'll stop here. if wht i mentioned will knock sense into u, i wldn't haf to go on further, for the more i type, if tey served no purpose to u, tey'll only be known as craps.

tht's juz some internal affairs peeps. if u cldn't understand. for thse who cld, hw? lols.

back here. been havin' a bad feelin' of late. yes. someting is surely stirring. n i haf learnt yet anthr lesson. "nvr start plannin' forward whn nth is done to confirm aniting yet." yes. a real prescious lesson.

u noe wht, i haf learnt to treasure my good old frens even more nw. thou' i can at most name 2 or 3. lols. it's enuff to replenish mi wif wht i lack frm mani othrs out thr who cannot gif mi.

and it's soo unlike mi to be soo un-eager in makin' new frens close frens. if u knew mi years back. haas. i juz dun haf the mood or attitude to. i dunno y. till i haf sorted evryting out. yes. time. thanks. i need u.