haas. i said "i'm nort addicted to maple lor." nw, i'll haf to take back my wrds a lil'. actually, it's nort considered addiction. it's tht, while killin' blue snails, i received a metal wand. and it requires mi to be lvl 18 to be able to use tht. and i seriously felt, a magician carryin' a fruit knife ard? NO WAY! haas. soo i muz do whtevr i can, to raise to lvl 18 fast. haas. thx WKS. for helpin' mi out in da quest. haas.

well, sko0l was as usual. my pc was faulty todae. and haas, i gort a seat bside cartoon no.3, kenneth. lols. i wanted to sit bside singli. bud turned out tht thr's someone bside her who is late. well, and kenneth said, "y? dun dare sit next to mi ar? scared i eat u ar?". of cuz nort lah! bud i cannort gossip. haas. bud well, i actually enjoyed sittin' thr more! guess wht! i cld get a v.good view of meh meh. haas. juz soo directly opposite. hahahaS! n his bush is gettin' thicker n thicker. n jolene had a v.exact view of him todae, and she said " his apple v.big leh! ".. dots. haas.

i'm feelin' v.weak lately. been havin' runs and felt cold super duper easily. whn othrs hit mi slightly, it's like a needle being poked into mi. i can't explain tht kinda pain. mayb, like wht jolene said, REAL OLD! haisss. hw sad. hahars.

i'll make a promise to myself tht i will nort let myself dwn tis time rd. no matter wht it takes, i will do whtever i can, whn i myself realise tht, i can't take it no more. i will take my moveS! bud u gta belif tht i'll lie low. perhaps for nw. haas. =)
yes! i belif i can make it! haas. oni i myself noe wht i reli wan n need, and whom i reli love n treasure. like da saein' goes. "whtevr u are, or whoevr u are, is nort determined by da food u eat, da place u grow up in." haas. understand da contrary within'? lols. pursue thse dreams!
wht is required of one to pursue dreams is - COURAGE. dare to move!


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