tired tired tired.

cleared excess trash frm my room yet agn.

grandma went to hosp. yet agn. i noe she's feelin' terrible. bud thr's nth i cld do to ease her pain. doc said, she's juz waitin' for tat dae to cum. an operation might help. note. "might" bud grandma insisted no.

juz 2dae, she told dad bout wantin' to be cremated. i was.. dotz. well, it's her wish. i can't sae or do anitin'. juz tat, i am against cremation! sorry govt. bud tat's mi.

sis is nw havin' her hols. and she cored for a game of mahjong. well, entertained her. till 4.00am in da morn'. all four of us. feelin' a lil' tired, cuz haven't had enuff slp for daes, and tat i haf to wrk tml. lols.

went to da temple wif ma family 2dae. gort a divination lot.

i wanted to go to waterloo st's temple at first, bud lata decided nort to. den mum said she wanna go to toa payoh's temple. well, it's da same ting. so, went along. it's fun goin' to temples once in a blue moon. haas.

b4 i left, i searched for my previous divinations. tey said good ones can be kept. bud i lost da good one. if it's nort wrong it's no.5 & no.67 i guess. yeah. my hse unit no. without 0. haas. den left wif no.16. awws. bud well, gort no.7 2dae. beckham! ermz ex.

niwae, no.7's a good lot. "shang shang qian" heh'. it said i wld succeed in wadever lahs. bud lookin' for a job wld be tougher. wadeva. nort interested in lookin' for jobs. so long as it answers n bodes well for da rest. haas.

at times, i wonder. am i tinkin' too much or am i simply steppin' on my own tail.

i can seriously be soo soo soo contradicting! =(


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