okie, i'm freakin bored. damn damn damn bored. guess no one can understand hw i feel nw.

thanks to da cuts, i can't eat loads of stuffs including my fav. die die muz eat chili n mushrooms. and i am barred frm outdoor activities, and tat means goin out lahs. muz stay at home whole dae long. nort eben allowed to go out wif my parents to da-bao dinner! hw pathetic can life be. bud, juz blame it on my ill-fate. been down on luck huhz. heh'

i might nort haf grumbled if i had a new pc tat allows mi to plae da sims 2. haas. bleah! >.<

hmm, still, fortunately, my pc's still able to surf da net. so, hooked onto frenster and a few online games. bud still, i gotta sae, my hand's seriously aching. for dunno wadever reason, i feel strength-less. there's no energy cumin up my arms. can't even lift a 1.5litres of water at ease. sickenin rites? ooh. bud thankfully all's turnin out fine. gets betta as day passes by. yeapz.

back to surfin da net. read mani testis written by others to others. and nw, for a conclusion, i seem to haf realised or understood da meaning of HYPOCRITES; and their hypocritical acts. haas. well, soo mani of em out there, simply.

it seems tat dey do nort noe each other well, yet in da testis seemed as if tey were acquaintances for decades. my god! can't one nort be soo freakin hyp? gosh. bud well, perhaps tat's life. a lil' of suckin up to others would mean more frens? nah. i don't buy tat.

perhaps da best quality bout mi, which might also be da worst, is tat i don't enjoy suckin up. haas. i mean, who can i suck up to? are there ani big shots ard mi? at least i don't tink there's ani. and wad do i gain?

i make frens wif u cuz i like u da way u are, and da way u treat mi. n nort thru da benefits i plan to get frm u. don't anione agree? bud sum hi-bye frens tingy, also require suckin' up? nononono~! i disagree.

gosh. juz wad am i doin? discriminating suckers? perhaps. bud i mean no offense. if u don't let mi get tis off my chest, i might seriously be bored to death!

and c, arm's aching again. tata;
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