well, nyr[new yr resolutions] redefined. it's a must? i wish it ain't. god noes. time to get ahead and get done wif tat. fine.


* e oni prob wif mi, is tat i claim/seem to be able to tell apart criticisms frm jokes, whereas i can't really. wat i can see is/are v.superficial. and never would i spend time lookin deeper into smth, sumone. juz satisfied on e surface. and believing tat a smile, means no means of harm or evil intention harboured. am i guillible? or down-right stupid! bad inter-personal and public relation skills. thanks to someone eh? i would sae tat person muz bear 50% of tis shit. everyone is gettin e hell damn wrong impression of wad i am really tryin to reach out to. my fault?

- if you claim it to be. *
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