i never knew i would cum to such a stage in life...
i never knew..

bud all i noe,

it's all too late for regrets and blame-pushing..

i'm nort sad, nort depressed. juz at a lost.

i feel like i'm such a failure. com'on it's juz o-lvls? n i can't survive.

wad can/shld i do?

-i don't wanna know-

hopefully, god will bring mi through.

反抗了这么久，也该是时候听天由命了。。。
______________________________________contradicted yet agn at 1:26 am ;