`- happy new year.

ok, shld be rejoicing on tis "festive" season. bud yet, i ain't in e mood to. partly due to e quakes n tsunami. i simply can't forgive myself if i were to get all dressed up and join my frens out there to party all night! i can't. bud yet, on e other hand, tinkin back, wad can i possibly contribute to e victims so wad if i were to stay at home wif tat glummy face? nth. but still, i choose to stay at home, watching my own "live telecast of e 2005 nation's countdown." yupz. my v.own satelite. =D

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1! HapPy New YeAR! =D

a brand new year has arrived. yupz. wonder wad is in place awaiting for my challenge. oh, sko0l is re-opening soon, and i ain't involved. lol. for e first time, i'm awaiting e end of holidays so i can go back to sko0l. ok, ermz.. a lil' bad to those who still has to go to sko0l. =) bud e feeling's like, for e v.first time, i am nort involved u get it? perhaps those awaiting results could understand my feelings. u haf e urge to go back to sko0l for u noe u wun be goin back there animore, yet wen u are studyin there, u simply wanna skip sko0l day in day out. tis i suppose is wad others sae, "one never treasures wad he has till he loses it." hahas. yeah. i happen to fall into tat category tis fateful year. lol.

2004 is a rather fruitful year? can i put it tat way? well, fruitful in a sense tat, mani tings happened. be it global or nation or self concern. too mani oreadi. name a few, SARS. IRAQI WAR. US PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS. TAIWAN PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS. last but not least, e TSUNAMI HIT. e tsunami cums wen we were near e end of a year to bring away all evils huhz? it better be. else those who died or were hurt or were affected by e catastrophe, would haf suffered in vain. i sincerely pray tat 2005 would be a peaceful year. and tat e fearful virus outbreak frm e affected countries would be under control.. so much so tat we need not face another SARS period at e v.start of a brand new year.

wen i watched primetime morn 2dae, was actually v.touched wen i heard tat e tamil tigers and e government actually are workin together as one in times of crisis. c, there's still warmth and compassion in e world. and also, sum singaporeans haf proved to mi tat, we ain't e kiasu ones and tat we would not fend only for ourselves. i believe tat i would stay behind and help out those in need if i happened to be there, and nort to hurri back to singapore. i mean, e scattering of tourists all ard e place, rushing home is actually causing probs for e authorities there. bud i noe, tey ain't to be blamed. who can actualli remain calm at times like tis? tis tragedy has seriously caused way too mani deaths. too mani, till e governments would not wanna report on e actual no. of deaths. it's way out of count. i suppose tey lost count too.

another story was about a swedish mum, having to let go e elder child in order to cling on to her younger child and bring him to safety. it must haf been a tough decision. bud fortunately, e elder child was later rescued, and reunited. =D

i can contribute nth much to tis catastrophe. i can only offer up my most sincere prayers.

alrite, enuf bout those saddening stuffs. it's time for sum new year resolutions. i haf thought of alot in e past. bud tis yr, perhaps due to e tsunami, i haf no time to tink of ani at all. so, i'll juz live tis year, each dae, as it cums. owis believing in e saying, 'live each day to e fullest!' tat should be my resolution. and also, i hope to receive good grades for my o-lvls. i noe i'm a bad student, and i ain't askin for too much. but jus enuf to barely make it to my desired courses. and for tat, i haf one request. i wanna pass my maths and science, hopefully B4 for maths, and at least C6 for science. f&n i would hope for a better passing grade, which is C5 ? i noe i suck at e f&n theory. my chinese results oreadi out, and i'm v.satisfied wif it. wad more can i ask for? my standard's there, means it's there. it juz won't move up to A1. lol. last but not least, e most impt criteria to my course, my english has to be btwn only A1 n A2. unless god tinks tat NP suits mi more. =D - bless u all - be sure to greet e brand new [E|aine`-] on e streets! lol.*

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'to each his own..'

LuRvEs...
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