`- take my breath away!

weee* tat's a nice song!! listen! listen! haha.. okk, basically, worked todae.. was actually late.. but security clocked mi in at 6.. haha.. well, i rushed down in a cab leh.. $11.90 sia.. but ok, earned $42 todae.. glen cor mi work midnite.. reason.. he sae i'm able to do 60% of "guy" stuffs.. and tat he "bu chang" mi for takin away my 12pm slot.. well, for e sake of $, work lor.. haha..

actually, midnite job was easi.. mi and michelle had to settle e linens and stuffs.. those v.'gu niang' stuffs.. and we juz helped out here and there.. den denny taught us how to set v.i.p settings.. haha.. selamat hari raya indra! haha.. ooh, rahim oso.. lol.. alot bahs? malwi oso hari raya de.. haha.. to all muslims lah! SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

was supposed to work till 2am.. but we ended earli.. so, left at 1am.. took transport to 401.. mi, michelle, denny, alwin, nutz.. alot of pple ar.. e bus was soo packed.. den security cor e aunties go out of e bus to take cab instead.. haha.. so, we "bao" e bus.. haha.. e bus driver had an easy job too.. lol.. crapped alot there.. all about banquet.. haha.. tokin bout banquet.. was so fed-up wif e first timer glen assigned mi todae.. hais! CMI.. ok, i noe i shouldn't be complaining.. she's a first timer.. but, she don't haf e least common sense.. and should i sae it's a blessing tat i had a muslim table or not? hell lahs!!

i was soo worried bout beverages.. and mark had to cor mi to serve cocktail!!! i was like.. everytime i walked pass her.. i had to tell her to do smth.. den afta doing tat tingy i told her to, there she stood by e side station.. like a stumble block.. my god! i was like, 1 person.. serving, clearing, chionging e muslim foods, chinese foods, and also had to top up e beverages.. but luckily i had v.good 'neighbours' haha.. tey helped mi alot.. haha.. thanks ar, huiling, ernest, scott! haha..

well, am listening to e song, Graduation - by vitamin C now.. was pondering on e lyrics.. 'as we go on, we remember all e times we had together.. as our lifes change, come wadever, we will still be, friends forever..' ermz.. really? i doubt so.. life changes.. soo fast.. we can't believe our eyes.. we'll haf too many of a chapter of life to remember.. so, which really lasts? as our lifes change, come wadever, we will still be friends forever? a load of craps ain't tat? i haf been working these past months.. not engaged in warrior activities animore.. i start to feel i'm drifting away.. and getting closer wif my colleagues.. well, wads more in e future? i don't wanna noe! i juz hope to live in tis way forever.. can i?

suddenly, i find myself very weak. i'm not myself anymore.. i pause before i do tings.. i'm not open up to emotional challenges anymore.. i can't do alot of tings anymore.. not as daring as in e past ler! yyy! freak mi! perhaps, frankie j's 'don't wanna try' has done mi in.. haha..

well, am gonna end here.. nothing else to blog about lers.. life ain't interesting at all.. grgh!! >.<

[quote of e day]
'love is such a beautiful tingy..'

LuRvEs...
[E|aine`-] =D
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