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below, are stuffs, i wrote in my lil' organiser or wherever i wanted to within this year. yupz.. they are my heartfelt thoughts.. serious! other then e one on studies, the rest are all penned my mi! Elaine Ho! gort copyrights de hor! haa.. more might be coming up? dunno.. so lazy to write ani.. plus.. all i tink of now is ian n olympics.. haa.. hmm..

once again, my day, is spent wif vio.. muahahaha.. we muz study hard for o's! haa.. n we actually did study hard.. bud dunno e outcome as yet.. hee.. imagine 2 mad women.. forever tinkin of guys.. our first half an hour would def. be spent tokin bout thorpey n phelps.. lolx.. bud fortunately, we are able to control ourselves.. n get on wif work.. muahahaha.. *whew`* studied maths.. gort mock exam tml n sat.. gosh.. den during e 1 week 'holidays'.. i muz mention HOLIDAYS, must go back to sko0l for s.s n hist. mock exam summore.. darn.. wad kinda great holiday.. hmmz.. wadeva.. i'll leave you peeps to read on if you wanna? haa.. tata~!

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i used to think and always wondered, how i fell in love wif you. till one day my heart told me, you are, you are always, you are foreva, tinking of him every day, hour, minute, second, mili-second of the time in the world. then i said, tinking of him don't mean i must fall in love wif him. i do tink of my frens too. then a fairy came along. she said, den ask yourself, do you tink of him more, or your frens? i stopped, and thought for awhile. i replied, him. the fairy said, that's it, u place him in a higher position in ur heart. i protested. bud tat reli don't mean i haf fallen in love wif him. it might spell a crush too. uncertain of my feelings still. tis time, a fairy-godmother came along. she told me, lil' gal, since you said it might only be a crush, tell me, what do you like about tis crush of yours? i replied, well, i haf no reasons... then she said, that's it! you are in love. cuz love don't come wif a reason... =P

::..LOVE..::
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where shall i start? the world is so vast...
should i start from my own country? e best tat i noe?
nono... it's too big... i shall start from my town.
nono... a town's big too... i shall start with my family.
nono... a family's too hard to handle...
MAYBE... i should start with [MYSELF]...

::..STUDIES..::

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stop! u're being watched! move on if you dare, as if i care. in fact i do, when u feel blue. nid mi? cor mi. if u nid a hearing ear, i'll tell u, cum here. if you feel too tired and nid a rest, i'll gladly gif up my nest. to mi, u are eberiting. thou at times u are mean. e steady beat of ur heart gibs mi security. tat's y it's my favourite melody. so popular are u, i haf to take a queue. u seem sho distant yet sho near. where are u? my questions u can't seem to hear. where are u? the u tat makes my heart tear. please cum near. others ask mi wad would i do if everytime i fell in love wif sumone i had to sae goodbye? i said i dunno. bud a fact for sure, i'll neva cry. for wadeva i do may seem to be an upteem failure, i'll owis learn, a LESSON.

lettin go, is tough i noe... bud life, will always flow... faith, will always glow... good or bad, time will show... neva hold, or tings shall neva happen e way u wan it to go... worth lettin go or not, time will definitely show...

i wanna be cool, like all of u do. wadeva u peeps sae, i'll take it asif u lost ya last pay. bein confident is not e perfect solution. bud i'll definitely put in hardwork to produce an evolution. gif it up u discriminators, nth u sae now will stop mi frm disappointing god - my creator. love don't seem rite for mi. n my conclusion, where's 'he'? love don't seem true, bud i'll be faithful, e whole way thru. frenship used to b important, now too. juz tat we ain't wad we started as. bud smth never changes, where we started at. sumtimes i'll stare at e blanks, wonderin y it's so empty. den i realised, i nid u to fill in e blanks. juz fill it up, wadeva it may be. i'll be waitin amongst e crowd til u walk up to mi 1 dae. at tat moment, i'll realise god has answered my prayer. i'll gif my heart to e one god sent until e end of time. for he is all i nid, my love, my valentine...

::..MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS..::

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life is a boredom, bud death ain't no freedom.
juz brought onto another world, that sends only shivers.
suiciding isn't the attitude manz...
COURAGEOUS is e one who can...

tomoro may not be the best, bud a beta tomoro
'WILL ALWAYS COME'

::..NEVER SAE DIE..::

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[quote of e day]
'never take someone for granted. hold every person close to your heart cos you might wake up one day and realise you've lost a diamond while collecting stones...'

LuRvEs...
[E|aine`-] =)
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