`- a story...

gif it some thoughts.. who hasn't read a book writtened by roald dahl? i'm sure eberi one did.. now, which of u teenage gals out there hasn't read francine pascal's 'sweet valley' ? 9 out of 10 read it alrite? now.. hu doesn't hope to lead a life like those characters do? i hope to! bud it'll never be true.. cuz my story is penned by myself, elaine ho.. not by roald dahl or francine pascal, or anyone u can name.. jules vern? haa.. no way! i'm my own creator.. i'm e only one who can bring myself happiness; though pple sae in e cookies of life, your friends are e chocolate chips.. tey just form part of mi.. yup.. i m e main character in my story.. emotional ehx? perhaps.. was tidying my book collections n i happened to browse through some of e bo0ks.. how i reli wish i could have an adventorous life.. or rather 'i lived happily everafter wif blah blah blah' or wadeva just like e storyline of almost eberi roald dahl story? or even get lots of co0l frens n get to know lots of co0l guys like e sweet valley sisters? wishful tinking.. juz carry on dreaming! so mani tings haf been happening... to0 fast.. can't catch.. juz wen i thought i was coping beta wif my physics.. problems started coming up wif my chem.. i feel like i'm a see-saw having difficulties balancing my subjects.. each time 1 gets a better grade, e other drops.. or rather at worse times, both flunk.. i reli dunno wad am i up to tese few daes.. i dunno wad i want! my goal? my ambitions? where's e old mi? e mi who will nag n nag to my frens.. 'heY! i wan go mass comm! wish mi go0die luck.. i'm sure i'll get in.. be ready to treat mi to fish n co if i get in..' where is tat mi? can't seem to find animore.. or perhaps.. i nid.. time? been so emotional tese few daes.. can't afford to let emotions get e better off mi.. tis situation owis happens wen i learn bout sufferings.. darn! it's turning my life upside down! n to tink tat i haf to be sick.. sick.. sick.. my long-term headache has been diagnosed by a doctor yesterdae tat it's caused by a nose-infection.. which also leads to runny nose.. nose-blocks, coughs, *bleahx* bud nvm.. i'll gett better! better den b4! i'll prove to those out there! i'll do my best for my o's! don't bad mouth mi if i get better results den u peeps... don't mock at mi if i happen to flunk... i'll haf no regrets.. for i noe, i haf done my best! - a lil' fierce? haa.. nahx.. tinks tat's all for 2dae.. gonna get summore rest, den get back to sko0l tml! *cheErs!*

[quote of e day]
'accomplish oni wad u can, do not over-estimate yourself... try wadeva u tink is impossible, do not under-estimate yourself... it feels good to complete a task with your own efforts...'

LuRvEs...
[Eaine`-] =pPp
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