`-totalli freaked out!

bah.. freaking!!! tis is e 2nd time i'm typing 2dae's blog! fiaK!!! typed such a long one.. den page had errors.. now.. i gotta do all tis all over again.. gimme some peace pls! oreadi v.pissed.. like i was saeing.. i reli should not feel remorseful for tings.. e moment i feel so.. worse tings appear.. damn! i was reading e newsletter i received from worldvision... from it i learned tat kids living in e rural areas r suffering sooo much.. imagine a 12mth old child weighing oni 4kg? 4kg is e weight of most new borns in e cities.. poor ting.. den i thought.. y am i owis complaining bout tings? snatching over e pc wif my sis? we had nth beta to do? bud i was wrong.. wun go on elaborating.. blame e server if u wish.. i had written eberiting down.. bud it had to haf errors! bleahx! aniwae, we r simpli to0 fortunate! ask urself.. haf u eva complained tat u never had enough of everiting? don't deny.. i'm sure everione of us did.. including mi.. yupz.. i once saw a girl.. her hair was like.. oh my god... worse den dried grasses.. her fringe was damn curly, her pony tail damn frizzy.. i was like.. how could i possibly live on if i had tat kinda hair? indeed, i used to haf curli hair.. not as in damn curli.. bud wavy... n i did eberiting i could to get my hair straight.. till rebonding, yupz.. e darn ex rebonding refrained it frm getting back to wad it used to be.. bud y din she? mayb she's being thrifty? or she loves herself for hu she is? or eben.. she's thankful shes nort bald? all tese possibilities simply swarmed into me.. i was like.. mine condition's much beta den her.. bud y did i spend all those money? let alone tis.. we travel in air-conditioned buses n we at times complain tat e air in it is bad, stuffy, and at times.. not working.. bud haf we eva thought of e suffering kids who don't even haf a pair of shoes? slippers? perhaps not afta we sit down n start to tink of em b4 we try to be 'considerate'.. bud, it is at tat instance wen we start to complain.. did tey cum into our minds? 'NO' i truli noe.. for i don't too.. and as we noe.. land is vast in s'pore.. e houses r getting smaller n smaller.. n all we singaporeans do is to complain tat e prices r skyrocketing for such a small house.. bud again, we did not realise tat though some other countries may haf plenty of land.. bud tey don't eben haf money to build a rain shelter.. wad could we possibly be unsatisfied wif? at times we complain wen mama cooks plain porridge wif sum vegetables.. n we refuse to eat.. bud yet, we did not think of those kids who are starving... tat lil bit of porridge could last em for daes.. wad e heck is wrong wif us? simply cuz we r too fortunate.. we make noise saeing tat e air-con in OUR ROOMS are not strong enuf.. at times water leakage probs.. or at times too freakin cold... yet.. we did not tink of those who don't even haf a fan.. perhaps, not eben a paper fan? tey haf to withstand e heat in e day, e chill at nite... n to tink tat we haf an air-con in our room! gosh.. pcs? hps? "wad r tey? isit edible?" sum may ask.. don't tink tey noe wad pcs are.. n tey might not haf seen a residential fone too.. let alone hp... n to tink tat most poly students in s'pore own a notebook or eben pda each? mani of us complaining tat our fone is not e best? n i suppose many of us work in order to buy those unnecessary stuffs we fancy yet parents tink it's a waste of money.. bud e kids there work to support their family.. *guilty* i reli hope tat there will b a dae where there is no longer poverty, fatigue or wadeva u can name.. so long as aniting bad is being removed.. tat will b e happiest moment in my life.. simply can't bear to see others suffer.. so long.. i might cry if i carry on.. =) nite n take great care!

[quote of e day]
'every flower grow through dirt...'

LuRvEs...
[Eaine`-]

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