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well.. no blogging todae.. cuz damn tired.. budden.. will tell u peeps tat i saw TORO n DUAN CHEN FENG 2dae!!! gosH! tey lo0k so muchie betA in real life! haa... nearli fainted wen i saw toro n duan chen feng smile.. so sweet! n yeah.. tey're so cute.. asif gay partners lidar.. haa.. owis sticking to each other.. n hmm.. u peeps noe e new policeman in 'heartlanders' ? julian? i saw him to0! he's so cutie to0! haa.. n he spoke to mi! whahaha.. sh0 happi.. can fly~ haa.. well.. happi here ehs? now.. below's my deepest thoughts.. i wrote it 1 mth ago if my memory serves mi well... :P
 
 
:..MY DEEPEST THOUGTS..:
 
stop! u're being watched! move on if you dare, as if i care. in fact i do, when u feel blue. nid mi? cor mi. if u nid a hearing ear, i'll tell u, cum here. if you feel too tired and nid a rest, i'll gladly gif up my nest. to mi, u are eberiting. thou at times u are mean. e steady beat of ur heart gibs mi security. tat's y it's my favourite melody. so popular are u, i haf to take a queue. u seem sho distant yet sho near. where are u? my questions u can't seem to hear. where are u? the u tat makes my heart tear. please cum near. others ask mi wad would i do if everytime i fell in love wif sumone i had to sae goodbye? i said i dunno. bud a fact for sure, i'll neva cry. for wadeva i do may seem to be an upteem failure, i'll owis learn, a LESSON.
 
lettin go, is tough i noe... bud life, will always flow... faith, will always glow... good or bad, time will show...  neva hold, or tings shall neva happen e way u wan it to go... worth lettin go or not, time will definitely show...
 
i wanna be cool, like all of u do. wadeva u peeps sae, i'll take it asif u lost ya last pay. bein confident is not e perfect solution. bud i'll definitely put in hardwork to produce an evolution. gif it up u discriminators, nth u sae now will stop mi frm disappointing god - my creator. love don't seem rite for mi. n my conclusion, where's 'he'? love don't seem true, bud i'll be faithful, e whole way thru. frenship used to b important, now too. juz tat we ain't wad we started as. bud smth never changes, where we started at. sumtimes i'll stare at e blanks, wonderin y it's so empty. den i realised, i nid u to fill in e blanks. juz fill it up, wadeva it may be. i'll be waitin amongst e crowd til u walk up to mi 1 dae. at tat moment, i'll realise god has answered my prayer. i'll gif my heart to e one god sent until e end of time. for he is all i nid, my love, my valentine... 
 
hmm.. shall go for a slp now... still gotta work tml.. :P

LuRveS...
[Eaine`-]


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